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c_seyferth

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Apr 26, 2007 21:13

Can't get more blatant than this.

I want to kill myself.

I had the belt around my neck again today, slung over the closet door.

Somebody give me a fucking reason not to. please...

Enjoy the pain you two have caused.

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iwant2tasteyou April 27 2007, 02:01:09 UTC

you need help. go somewhere. call someone.

you are the one who determines how much another's behavior effects you and your life. you are an adult. take a deep breath, a few, have a drink, stop talking about killing yourself. you put it out here- on the internet- as a cry for help and in the hopes of causing a reaction from others or to cause your loved ones pain.

it's depression. you've ended a relationship.
but you know what- we fucking survive.

crashsite68 April 27 2007, 02:36:49 UTC

dude.

Thats just fucked up.

Why would you let anyone have so much control over you?

Especially since the feeling is NOT mutual. Give it time and it WILL go away. I hate to be blunt, but shes not worth it.

In the end you only have one person you can rely on and trust. Take a look in the mirror. Its you! If anything, turn your world around and make something of yourself that any woman would envy.

The first step is to get yourself some help. Then take your time and decide what do you really want out of life? Happiness? A family? A good career? Whatever it is... there is no one telling you that you can't do it. Just imagine flipping a switch or turning a wheel inside your head and do a 180. Change things and don't ever say what if. Just do it.

You are not alone malicewaters April 27 2007, 03:39:04 UTC

Charlie ( ... )

Re: You are not alone c_seyferth April 29 2007, 00:02:28 UTC

Amazing? No... I'm pathetic for being like this....

Re: You are not alone medevil666 May 2 2007, 12:40:25 UTC

No not pathetic....just hurt,hurt can do some fucked up things to people and really change the way your thinking.I went through it with Tom and a year later sometimes still think about it.Your a wonderful person Charlie,keep your head up and do positive things to help you through this.Time heal's all wounds.You will find your true love someday and get that feeling back again,but you have to work on your innerself first and find who you are again.Be strong sweetie we all love you.
*BIG HUGS FOR YOU*