glee/ And spring became summer
#01 Motion
Finn looks at Kurt as he moves smoothly, a motion after the other, and he knows he shouldn’t but he feels warmth spreading inside of him.
#02 Cool
Many people in the school may think that Finn is the cool one, but he knows that what is cool is the way in which Kurt can wear a corset to school and not be ashamed.
#03 Young
Sometimes Finn tries to convince himself that what he is feeling when he is with Kurt it’s nothing serious, it’s just that he is young and that his hormones are all over the place, but he knows he is lying to himself.
#04 Last
Finn turns off his mobile before going to bed and smiles ‘cause the last text of the day has been from Kurt.
#05 Wrong
Sometimes thinking about Kurt’s smiles and movements and eyes is just too much, and Finn doesn’t care if it’s wrong or not when he slowly touches himself thinking about the smaller boy.
#06 Gentle
When Kurt patted his back lightly Finn thought that Kurt’s touch was so gentle that he wanted to kiss his hand.
#07 One
There was one thing that Finn couldn’t understand and it was how a guy awesome as Kurt could have a crush on some big idiot as him.
#08 Thousand
Finn knows well that there are thousands and thousands of people in the world, but no one could ever be like Kurt.
#09 King
And when shuffling through Kurt’s ipod library Finn found the Lion King soundtrack he just wanted to pull Kurt into a hug and kiss him.
#10 Learn
Finn knows he has to learn not to be afraid of what he feels, and he wants to learn for Kurt.
#11 Blur
When he wakes up in the morning Kurt’s smile and hands and lips fade into a blur and he regrets that it has only been a dream.
#12 Wait
“Wait” his voice echoes in the corridor and people turn but Finn doesn’t care as he runs up to Kurt.
#13 Change
Finn knows that it takes a lot to change, to move ahead of appearances but if there’s Kurt at his side he isn’t afraid of changes.
#14 Command
And as Kurt gestures him to come closer Finn feels something liquefying in his lower stomach and is happy to obey his command.
#15 Hold
As he saw Kurt on the football field the day he auditioned to enter the team, so small and thin, Finn felt the desire to hold him.
#16 Need
Finn pins Kurt to a wall after Glee practice, and kisses him hard, the need to taste his is just too much to fight.
#17 Vision
As they are rehearsing and Kurt enters his field of vision Finn can’t concentrate and stumbles.
#18 Attention
Sometimes Finn isn’t able to pay attention to what Kurt is saying ‘cause he can’t stop to look at Kurt’s lips as they move.
#19 Soul
When Kurt sings Finn shivers in front of the beauty of Kurt’s soul.
#20 Picture
No one knows that Finn keeps a picture of him and Kurt on the nightstand.
#21 Fool
Finn cursed himself for having been such a fool and let Kurt go away without stopping him.
#22 Mad
He should have understood that there was something out of place when he couldn’t help to get mad at his friends when they bullied Kurt.
#23 Child
Sometimes Finn wonders how Kurt was when he was a child, he imagines a child without a mother, and he wants to hug him and kiss all his pain away.
#24 Now
Finn heart is about to burst out of his ribcage as Kurt huskily whispers “come and take me now”.
#25 Shadow
Finn knows that many times the dark shadow that he has seen in Kurt’s eyes has been his fault, and he can’t forgive himself for that.
#26 Goodbye
As they sit in the auditorium and Kurt pats his back Finn thinks that Kurt is the only person whom he never wants to say “goodbye” to.
#27 Hide
As Kurt cried, hiding his face against Finn’s chest, Finn thought that Kurt was so frail and small and that he didn’t want to see him hurt anymore.
#28 Fortune
And it’s not only because of fortune that Finn kisses Kurt before every match.
#29 Safe
He knows that he may be childish, but there’s no place where he feels safer than in Kurt’s arms.
#30 Ghost
Finn can’t sleep as he remembers Kurt sift and ghost-like touches.
#31 Book
And really it wasn’t true that he had lost his Spanish book, he just wanted to sit next to Kurt.
#32 Eve
When his phone rings on the New Years Eve night and as he picks up Kurt’s voice pours into his ear Finn can’t help to feel as if he is the luckiest man on Earth.
#33 Never
He would have never thought it possible to fall so hard for a person as he did with Kurt.
#34 Sing
Finn doesn’t know exactly when he has started to sing imagining that is Kurt who is listening to him.
#35 Sudden
Realization fell down on him all of sudden as his heart somersaulted only because Kurt had smiled at him.
#36 Stop
Finn doesn’t regret having stopped to care about what others think if this means being able to make Kurt happy.
#37 Time
As Finn lazily looks at the alarm clock on the nightstand, Kurt still asleep at his side, he bites his lower lip ‘cause it’s already time to go.
#38 Wash
Finn smiles looking at Kurt washing the dishes they used for dinner, humming along the notes of some Broadway song.
#39 Torn
When he had taken his decision, Finn understood that he had been really an idiot to be torn between the football team and the Glee club.
#40 History
Finn spends the two hours of his history class daydreaming about Kurt and filling the pages of his book with doodles.
#41 Power
When the power went out Kurt squealed and grabbed Finn’s hand, Finn didn’t pull away, instead he squeezed Kurt’s hand gently.
#42 Bother
When Kurt called him crying the first thing that Finn thought was that he wanted to be with Kurt, so he ran out of the house to get the car, without even bother to switch off the lights.
#43 God
Finn isn’t sure if he believes in God or not, but he knows that he has to thank whoever is up above for having sent him Kurt.
#44 Wall
Finn smashed his fist against the wall of the changing room, cursing himself for having left Kurt slushing himself for him.
#45 Naked
Finn had to remember how to breath as the sight of Kurt’s small, naked body knocked the air out of his lungs.
#46 Drive
The first time he got into Kurt’s car Finn was taken aback by how well Kurt could drive.
#47 Harm
And Finn had never meant to hurt Kurt being so indecisive, he would have never wanted to do any harm to him.
#48 Precious
As Kurt stares back at him, icy-blue irises trembling slightly Finn thought that he was the most precious thing he has ever held into his arms.
#49 Hunger
When Finn’s stomach grumbled because of hunger Kurt giggled, and Finn loved the sound of Kurt’s giggles.
#50 Believe
Finn wants to believe he could be the right one for Kurt, the one who can make Kurt happy.