Not A Lot Else

[cabeachbabexo]

Right now I want certainty and faith in people.
I want to let myself understand
and be vulnerable.
I dont think people can comprehend the difficulties
of the situation
in my mind.

How do you teach someone
who has been deceived
that it is not normal
and that it will not happen
when the most recent memory
is of that deception
and the feelings
derrived from

Comments

[moosica_chica]

when you find the answers, please tell me

i feel the same way.
mostly.

[whiterabbit3687]

you shouldnt have to convince yourself of anything at this point, some pain never goes away no matter how hard you try to put it aside and forget about it, especially if it was something that began as something happier (such as love or friendship)

but that doesnt mean you should make yourself a victim of it, think of it as an experience that's making you stronger as you continue to push through...

btw, if you can't find anyone to seek comfort in, you can always find a comfort zone or something you can do that will take your mind off of it...

Imagine a cool beach with ice cold drinks with those stupid little umbrella things in em, what the fuck are those for? Do they keep your drink from getting sunburned? Do they keep other liquids from slashing into the drink? Is it making a fashion statement that its the best drink out there cuz it has the coolest colored mini umbrella?

...hmm...if none of this makes sense, understand i havnt really gotten a decent amount of sleep in a while :-D...

[doll_face_]

There is comfort, most definitely, in knowing I'm not alone either.