Comments | cabin21: "All my dues surely must be paid."

cabin21

"All my dues surely must be paid."

Apr 06, 2011 22:25

Sometimes I just feel so beaten down.

Get the hell away, darkness. I'm not playing the game.

Comments 4

gracefruit April 7 2011, 07:14:05 UTC

I'm sorry you're in a bad place. Hope things are brighter very soon. xx

psychfringe April 8 2011, 02:58:34 UTC

so
sometimes when it gets just a little too overwhelming?
I have this picture on my wall at work..it says:

"when things get too overwhelming, just remember you're gonna die"

puts things into prospective right some quick

xo

biffah May 19 2011, 21:21:59 UTC

I hope you are doing better.

cabin21 May 21 2011, 04:28:33 UTC

Yes, most days are good. Some days it's harder than others to always be strong and positive. The darkness is always near, lurking, waiting for a weak moment. I can't give it any opportunity. On that particular day, I felt it was too close, and that maybe if I wrote about the struggle I could get it out of my head and have some peace.

Thank you for checking on me. I didn't realize I kinda left things just hanging there. I do read my friends' posts almost daily. I just forget to post myself.