Sugar Sweet 2 Part B
Title: Sugar Sweet 2 Part B
Author: cablackwood
Pairing: Kyuhae
Rating: PG-13
Genre: I can’t remember :\
Summary: Donghae struggles to straighten out his feelings towards Kyuhyun
Words: 1,928
After his encounter with Kyuhyun, Donghae made sure that he didn’t go anywhere without another member present…other than Kyuhyun. He didn’t want another chance alone with the other again. Because if he was, he was sure to have another repeat of what happened earlier. He would move his mouth across Kyuhyun’s skin, nipping as he went then he would take Kyuhyun in his mouth until the younger threaded his finger through his hair and begged for more. And he wanted to! But it was wrong. Two men were not supposed to do what he and Kyuhyun had done, what Donghae wanted to do.
He was not supposed to want to kiss Kyuhyun. He was not supposed to want to run his hands over every single inch of skin that was on Kyuhyun’s body. And he was not supposed to have the reaction that he was having at the thought of doing so. His lips twitched for Kyuhyun’s to lightly (and harshly, if he wanted it) press against his. And his insides wanted the feel of Kyuhyun buried deep inside him while the tightness in his pants wanted to feel Kyuhyun wrapped tightly around him.
A shiver hit Donghae from head to toe. Oh how he wanted it!
“Donghae?” Leeteuk asked, who was sitting next to him on the sofa, “Are you alright?” He had felt the tremor that ran through Donghae’s body.
Donghae shifted in his seat and felt that he had responded to his thoughts with gusto. He quickly looked down and saw that there was a more than prominent bulge in his pants. Donghae jumped up and ran for the bathroom. “Yeah, I’m fine,” he threw over his shoulder as he slammed the bathroom door.
“What’s up with Donghae?” Leeteuk asked, to no one in particular.
Sungmin chuckled, “I think Kyuhyun had an effect on our fishy boy.”
Kyuhyun eyed the bathroom door, not hearing what Sungmin had said.
Donghae leaned up against the door as his body began to shake as image after image pushed themselves into his mind. All of them consisted of a bed, a dark room, Kyuhyun lying on the sheets fully exposed to Donghae, Kyuhyun’s full lips begging to be kissed, and Kyuhyun looking at him with lust filled eyes. Donghae felt his skin heat rapidly. He ran for the shower, throwing his clothes off in different directions (wishing that they were being thrown for a different reason) and turned the cold water on full blast before he jumped in.
Donghae hissed as the icy water stung his skin. But he stood under the spray, allowing it to cool him and to remove his arousal. Donghae watched as the icy cool water softened his cock ever so slowly and his mind flashed to a much quicker and pleasurable way for it to go down. Donghae cursed when he realized that just that simple thought brought him back to square one again.
Donghae stayed under the pouring water until his skin was numb and as red as a cherry. He had to stop, more than once, certain thoughts from coming into his head many times during his cold shower, lest he have to start over again.
Turning off the water, Donghae got out of the shower, dried himself, and wrapped a towel around his waist. He walked over to look at himself in the mirror and his eyes immediately focused on the bruise that was on his neck. The bruise was just going away before Kyuhyun darkened it earlier, and it was a definite reminder of what had gone on between them. Donghae ran his fingers over the damaged skin. He didn’t know how he should feel about all of this. While his body was making it known that he had enjoyed what went on between the both of them, it was his mind and heart that were making this a struggle for him.
Donghae was a good Christian boy and he was taught that only man and woman should be together. Only man and woman should have feelings for each other. And only a man and a woman were to be intimate with each other. Anything other than it being man and woman was a sin and he would burn in Hell for it. But his heart wanted to just throw all of that religious crap out the window (his soul be damned) and chose what he had been dreaming about ever since Kyuhyun had approached him that night.
Kyuhyun had made Donghae feel things that he had never felt with anyone else. He didn’t know if they were feelings of love for the younger, but if he chose to follow his Christian beliefs then he would never know if it was just lust (which was a sin on its own) or…something else.
Sighing, Donghae walked out of the bathroom and headed to his room. The living room was empty and Donghae realized just how long he was in there. All the members were in bed. Relieved that he wasn’t going to have to hide the mark on his neck, he shuffled to his room.
Walking inside, Donghae went straight for his closet to get his pajamas and go to bed, his nice soft mattress calling his name. Since all the members were in bed, the room was dark and Donghae assumed that Eunhyuk was asleep so the dark room didn’t surprise him much. But what did surprise him was when he turned his back to his closet and was about to let his towel drop to put his bottoms on, he saw a figure sitting on his bed. He cursed and dropped the garment that he was holding and his heart jumped to his throat, silencing the scream that threatened to escape his lips.
There was enough light coming in from the window to light the side of the face of the person who was sitting on his bed. Despite his heart being in his throat, racing like a freight train, it sped up even more when he recognized who it was before he even spoke.
“Hyung,” Kyuhyun’s deep voice rumbled. Donghae felt the rumble in his bones, or maybe that was just him shaking from the nerves. But whatever it was, Donghae was suddenly nervous in his quiet, dark room.
Donghae looked over to the other side of the room, thinking that Eunhyuk would wake up. Kyuhyun followed his gaze and his eyes rested on the other side of the room.
“Eunhyuk is sleeping in Sungmin’s room tonight.” He answered Donghae’s silent question with ease.
Donghae swallowed thickly, the sound audible in the small room, “Why?”
Kyuhyun stood up and walked over to Donghae. Even in the dark, Donghae could see the dark look that was always in his dongsaeng’s eyes. “Cause I asked him to.”
Kyuhyun took a step forward, and Donghae took a step back, Kyuhyun’s eyes following the motion. He took another step and Donghae took another step back. They did this, this dance, until Donghae’s back was pressed up against the wall (images of their encounter earlier that afternoon came rushing into Donghae’s mind), and he was suddenly very aware that he was in nothing but a towel.
Kyuhyun brought his hands up and took Donghae’s head into his hands. Donghae froze at the small contact, but before he could say something about it, Kyuhyun slowly lowered his lips until they were just a hairs breath away from making contact with his.
“Stop me if you don’t want this.” Kyuhyun whispered, worried that he would actually stop him. His eyes were locked on Donghae’s and he saw all that flashed before them. He could see that Donghae was conflicted about this. He could see the hope, the want, the joy, the fear, and the pain flash quickly before his eyes.
Kyuhyun was just about to close what little gap there was, when Donghae spoke, “I don’t know if I do want this.”
Kyuhyun’s heart sank at that. Closing his eyes, Kyuhyun dropped his hands and backed away from him. If he didn’t know, then maybe Kyuhyun should just leave and forget about his hopes of being able to stay in the bed this time.
“But,” Donghae whispered, Kyuhyun’s heart jumping at that small word, “I know that I haven’t been able to forget about that night,” Donghae blushed at what he had said, his voice getting softer and softer the more words he spoke.
…………………………………………………
The next morning, Sungmin, Leeteuk, Eunhyuk, and Ryeowook were all huddled outside Eunhyuk’s and Donghae’s shared room. The room the lovebirds had spent the night in. They had spent ten minutes fighting over who would go in there and wake them up, Eunhyuk mumbling something about how ‘they better have not done anything on my side of the room.’
Sungmin pushed Leeteuk towards the door, “You’re the leader, you should be the one to wake them up.”
Said leader just chuckled and pushed the other towards the door, “No, I’m your leader and your hyung, and you’re supposed to do what I tell you,” he pointed to the door, “Go wake them up.”
Sungmin just shook his head and pointed to Ryeowook, “Make him go in.” Both Leeteuk’s and Eunhyuk’s eyes widened.
“How can you expect him to go in there and possibly see something?” The ever innocent Ryeowook had finally figured out what was going on, and they didn’t want to tarnish him anymore that he now was.
“Wait!” Leeteuk shouted and pushed Eunhyuk for the door, “It’s your room, you go.”
The other two nodded their heads rather enthusiastically, and helped Leeteuk push him for the door, “You should listen to your hyung.” They both said in unison.
“But, but,” he tried to protest, but the others had the door open already and were pushing him inside and closing the door behind him.
The door seemed to close with a very final noise, his back stiffening automatically. He turned slowly covering his eyes, getting ready for the worst. But what he saw was not what he thought he would. He was all prepared (as prepared as you can be) for seeing both his band mates, and friends, butt naked, connected to each other, the room all in chaos, showing just how much they enjoyed their ‘reunion.’ But all he saw were the two of them beneath the covers, Donghae’s arms wrapped around Kyuhyun’s waist and Kyuhyun’s hands resting on top of Donghae’s, both of them looking like they were in no rush to let the other go.
Eunhyuk step forward, the floor creaking beneath his feet, “Um,” he said, nervous to wake them up, “guys, you need to wake up.”
Kyuhyun was the one to stir. Slowly, his eyes opened and he looked up to see Eunhyuk standing in the middle of the room, looking like he was being sent to his death.
“Kyuhyun? Um…I’m sorry for…um” what was he sorry for? “You guys need to get up.” The older said in a small voice.
Kyuhyun sat up, Donghae’s arms tightening around his waist, and grabbed a pillow from beneath his head and threw it at his hyung, hitting him square in the face.
“Not now,” he grumbled and snuggled back into Donghae’s arms. He had been waiting to have this ‘morning after’ with Donghae and Eunhyuk was not going to mess that up for him.
…………………………………………………………………
Eunhyuk walked back out into the hall, a pillow in hand, where the others were waiting for him, wide eyes focused on him.
“I think we should let them sleep a little longer.”
A/N: And this is the point where I get down on my knees and apologize. First, it’s been over a year since I posted the first one (though in the beginning, it was never to be a two shot), then when I give you a second one, it’s in two parts and you had to wait almost four months for the second part. Now it’s shorter than even I had wanted it to be. Originally there was a smut scene but writing was just….inspiration just decided to flat out stand up and bitch slap me, then yell “FUCK YOU!” at me. I had it written, but the prepping scene is what didn’t seem to want to be written. And in the end, I decided to just take out what I had all together. I am sorry OTL
I am also sorry that I have not responded to your comments in a while. The last month or so I have been L.A.Z.Y! I was never able to bring myself to responding back. Forgive me please OTL
And this is also for amorei23
P.S. IS LJ BEING A DICK TO ANYONE ELSE?!?!?!
Author: cablackwood
Pairing: Kyuhae
Rating: PG-13
Genre: I can’t remember :\
Summary: Donghae struggles to straighten out his feelings towards Kyuhyun
Words: 1,928
After his encounter with Kyuhyun, Donghae made sure that he didn’t go anywhere without another member present…other than Kyuhyun. He didn’t want another chance alone with the other again. Because if he was, he was sure to have another repeat of what happened earlier. He would move his mouth across Kyuhyun’s skin, nipping as he went then he would take Kyuhyun in his mouth until the younger threaded his finger through his hair and begged for more. And he wanted to! But it was wrong. Two men were not supposed to do what he and Kyuhyun had done, what Donghae wanted to do.
He was not supposed to want to kiss Kyuhyun. He was not supposed to want to run his hands over every single inch of skin that was on Kyuhyun’s body. And he was not supposed to have the reaction that he was having at the thought of doing so. His lips twitched for Kyuhyun’s to lightly (and harshly, if he wanted it) press against his. And his insides wanted the feel of Kyuhyun buried deep inside him while the tightness in his pants wanted to feel Kyuhyun wrapped tightly around him.
A shiver hit Donghae from head to toe. Oh how he wanted it!
“Donghae?” Leeteuk asked, who was sitting next to him on the sofa, “Are you alright?” He had felt the tremor that ran through Donghae’s body.
Donghae shifted in his seat and felt that he had responded to his thoughts with gusto. He quickly looked down and saw that there was a more than prominent bulge in his pants. Donghae jumped up and ran for the bathroom. “Yeah, I’m fine,” he threw over his shoulder as he slammed the bathroom door.
“What’s up with Donghae?” Leeteuk asked, to no one in particular.
Sungmin chuckled, “I think Kyuhyun had an effect on our fishy boy.”
Kyuhyun eyed the bathroom door, not hearing what Sungmin had said.
Donghae leaned up against the door as his body began to shake as image after image pushed themselves into his mind. All of them consisted of a bed, a dark room, Kyuhyun lying on the sheets fully exposed to Donghae, Kyuhyun’s full lips begging to be kissed, and Kyuhyun looking at him with lust filled eyes. Donghae felt his skin heat rapidly. He ran for the shower, throwing his clothes off in different directions (wishing that they were being thrown for a different reason) and turned the cold water on full blast before he jumped in.
Donghae hissed as the icy water stung his skin. But he stood under the spray, allowing it to cool him and to remove his arousal. Donghae watched as the icy cool water softened his cock ever so slowly and his mind flashed to a much quicker and pleasurable way for it to go down. Donghae cursed when he realized that just that simple thought brought him back to square one again.
Donghae stayed under the pouring water until his skin was numb and as red as a cherry. He had to stop, more than once, certain thoughts from coming into his head many times during his cold shower, lest he have to start over again.
Turning off the water, Donghae got out of the shower, dried himself, and wrapped a towel around his waist. He walked over to look at himself in the mirror and his eyes immediately focused on the bruise that was on his neck. The bruise was just going away before Kyuhyun darkened it earlier, and it was a definite reminder of what had gone on between them. Donghae ran his fingers over the damaged skin. He didn’t know how he should feel about all of this. While his body was making it known that he had enjoyed what went on between the both of them, it was his mind and heart that were making this a struggle for him.
Donghae was a good Christian boy and he was taught that only man and woman should be together. Only man and woman should have feelings for each other. And only a man and a woman were to be intimate with each other. Anything other than it being man and woman was a sin and he would burn in Hell for it. But his heart wanted to just throw all of that religious crap out the window (his soul be damned) and chose what he had been dreaming about ever since Kyuhyun had approached him that night.
Kyuhyun had made Donghae feel things that he had never felt with anyone else. He didn’t know if they were feelings of love for the younger, but if he chose to follow his Christian beliefs then he would never know if it was just lust (which was a sin on its own) or…something else.
Sighing, Donghae walked out of the bathroom and headed to his room. The living room was empty and Donghae realized just how long he was in there. All the members were in bed. Relieved that he wasn’t going to have to hide the mark on his neck, he shuffled to his room.
Walking inside, Donghae went straight for his closet to get his pajamas and go to bed, his nice soft mattress calling his name. Since all the members were in bed, the room was dark and Donghae assumed that Eunhyuk was asleep so the dark room didn’t surprise him much. But what did surprise him was when he turned his back to his closet and was about to let his towel drop to put his bottoms on, he saw a figure sitting on his bed. He cursed and dropped the garment that he was holding and his heart jumped to his throat, silencing the scream that threatened to escape his lips.
There was enough light coming in from the window to light the side of the face of the person who was sitting on his bed. Despite his heart being in his throat, racing like a freight train, it sped up even more when he recognized who it was before he even spoke.
“Hyung,” Kyuhyun’s deep voice rumbled. Donghae felt the rumble in his bones, or maybe that was just him shaking from the nerves. But whatever it was, Donghae was suddenly nervous in his quiet, dark room.
Donghae looked over to the other side of the room, thinking that Eunhyuk would wake up. Kyuhyun followed his gaze and his eyes rested on the other side of the room.
“Eunhyuk is sleeping in Sungmin’s room tonight.” He answered Donghae’s silent question with ease.
Donghae swallowed thickly, the sound audible in the small room, “Why?”
Kyuhyun stood up and walked over to Donghae. Even in the dark, Donghae could see the dark look that was always in his dongsaeng’s eyes. “Cause I asked him to.”
Kyuhyun took a step forward, and Donghae took a step back, Kyuhyun’s eyes following the motion. He took another step and Donghae took another step back. They did this, this dance, until Donghae’s back was pressed up against the wall (images of their encounter earlier that afternoon came rushing into Donghae’s mind), and he was suddenly very aware that he was in nothing but a towel.
Kyuhyun brought his hands up and took Donghae’s head into his hands. Donghae froze at the small contact, but before he could say something about it, Kyuhyun slowly lowered his lips until they were just a hairs breath away from making contact with his.
“Stop me if you don’t want this.” Kyuhyun whispered, worried that he would actually stop him. His eyes were locked on Donghae’s and he saw all that flashed before them. He could see that Donghae was conflicted about this. He could see the hope, the want, the joy, the fear, and the pain flash quickly before his eyes.
Kyuhyun was just about to close what little gap there was, when Donghae spoke, “I don’t know if I do want this.”
Kyuhyun’s heart sank at that. Closing his eyes, Kyuhyun dropped his hands and backed away from him. If he didn’t know, then maybe Kyuhyun should just leave and forget about his hopes of being able to stay in the bed this time.
“But,” Donghae whispered, Kyuhyun’s heart jumping at that small word, “I know that I haven’t been able to forget about that night,” Donghae blushed at what he had said, his voice getting softer and softer the more words he spoke.
…………………………………………………
The next morning, Sungmin, Leeteuk, Eunhyuk, and Ryeowook were all huddled outside Eunhyuk’s and Donghae’s shared room. The room the lovebirds had spent the night in. They had spent ten minutes fighting over who would go in there and wake them up, Eunhyuk mumbling something about how ‘they better have not done anything on my side of the room.’
Sungmin pushed Leeteuk towards the door, “You’re the leader, you should be the one to wake them up.”
Said leader just chuckled and pushed the other towards the door, “No, I’m your leader and your hyung, and you’re supposed to do what I tell you,” he pointed to the door, “Go wake them up.”
Sungmin just shook his head and pointed to Ryeowook, “Make him go in.” Both Leeteuk’s and Eunhyuk’s eyes widened.
“How can you expect him to go in there and possibly see something?” The ever innocent Ryeowook had finally figured out what was going on, and they didn’t want to tarnish him anymore that he now was.
“Wait!” Leeteuk shouted and pushed Eunhyuk for the door, “It’s your room, you go.”
The other two nodded their heads rather enthusiastically, and helped Leeteuk push him for the door, “You should listen to your hyung.” They both said in unison.
“But, but,” he tried to protest, but the others had the door open already and were pushing him inside and closing the door behind him.
The door seemed to close with a very final noise, his back stiffening automatically. He turned slowly covering his eyes, getting ready for the worst. But what he saw was not what he thought he would. He was all prepared (as prepared as you can be) for seeing both his band mates, and friends, butt naked, connected to each other, the room all in chaos, showing just how much they enjoyed their ‘reunion.’ But all he saw were the two of them beneath the covers, Donghae’s arms wrapped around Kyuhyun’s waist and Kyuhyun’s hands resting on top of Donghae’s, both of them looking like they were in no rush to let the other go.
Eunhyuk step forward, the floor creaking beneath his feet, “Um,” he said, nervous to wake them up, “guys, you need to wake up.”
Kyuhyun was the one to stir. Slowly, his eyes opened and he looked up to see Eunhyuk standing in the middle of the room, looking like he was being sent to his death.
“Kyuhyun? Um…I’m sorry for…um” what was he sorry for? “You guys need to get up.” The older said in a small voice.
Kyuhyun sat up, Donghae’s arms tightening around his waist, and grabbed a pillow from beneath his head and threw it at his hyung, hitting him square in the face.
“Not now,” he grumbled and snuggled back into Donghae’s arms. He had been waiting to have this ‘morning after’ with Donghae and Eunhyuk was not going to mess that up for him.
…………………………………………………………………
Eunhyuk walked back out into the hall, a pillow in hand, where the others were waiting for him, wide eyes focused on him.
“I think we should let them sleep a little longer.”
A/N: And this is the point where I get down on my knees and apologize. First, it’s been over a year since I posted the first one (though in the beginning, it was never to be a two shot), then when I give you a second one, it’s in two parts and you had to wait almost four months for the second part. Now it’s shorter than even I had wanted it to be. Originally there was a smut scene but writing was just….inspiration just decided to flat out stand up and bitch slap me, then yell “FUCK YOU!” at me. I had it written, but the prepping scene is what didn’t seem to want to be written. And in the end, I decided to just take out what I had all together. I am sorry OTL
I am also sorry that I have not responded to your comments in a while. The last month or so I have been L.A.Z.Y! I was never able to bring myself to responding back. Forgive me please OTL
And this is also for amorei23
P.S. IS LJ BEING A DICK TO ANYONE ELSE?!?!?!