damn

things can go downhill so fast.

ahhhhh

soo effing happy :]

grrrrr

i like him but im tired of waiting .
what am i going to do?
there isnt NO POINT to try to like someone else ..
no one else likes me & if they do - they will not tell me :[
pshh ..
forget it..
i am lost -

goshhh .
i really like him... and i cannot help it.
- i just dont think i can go out with him .. he is wayy shy
& i cant be the "man" in a relationship - haha.
how much longer must i wait?
i am growing impatient every other day.
this is quite annoying ..

boooo -- i guess i will just keep waiting <|3

i kinda feel like i am behind everyone ( Read more... )

absolute best new years ever <3

&&&&& once again .. its EVERYONE

BUT me <|3
*i just need to give up on it all*

how many times does it take me to get all excited then lose it all.
- giving up on hope , cuz there isnt any other way -

                                      remember when :

-Decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-miney-moe'.
-Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!'
-'Race issue' ment arguing about who ran the fastest.
-Money issues were handled by whoever was banker in 'Monopoly'.
-A chance to skate as a couple at the local roller rink was like ( Read more... )

wow ..

hot chocolate sooths to soul && does me some good <3

well i am missing : jessica & meredith & katherine & nicole & tia & christine & MILLIONS of other people who are out of town or who i just havent seen in FOREVER <3

have a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS <3
love you all

i go for things that i cannot get,
when something way better is right there
right in front of my effing face