as senior year continues to progress, countless memories have been resurfacing. it all comes down the the first stage of our lives is coming to a close. it was here that we have come to know the peers we know now. it has taught us much. lessons on love and hate, trust and honesty, and even life and death. how everything can be taken away in one ( Read more... )

i am fat ( Read more... )

as the weekend passes i happen to imagine the depth of everyday into something that hasn't come just quite yet. i love them all. 'tis not one stage door johnny that my heart belongs to but five, not one more then the other. i love the beatles and the beatles love me. i hope you see that i would love to love you. work today and for the rest of the ( Read more... )

I just got my license.

and some how i manage to fuck it up nearly an hour later.

laying on the floor in stephanie's room yesterday was the most fun i have had all year. i only hope that wasnt the last time.

back to work today.

goddamn it i just deleted the whole entry i was just going post. i dont think i feel like typing it all out agan.

in a nutshell:

senior year = boring yet stressfull with a side of depression.

that is all.

i sit here with the world exploding all around me. Way to stressed with stuff that should be as easy as walking across the street. i think i have lost all emotions to my parentals. my father is/was just amazingly hard on me and why? i have no clue. they come home and wham bam im grounded for nothin. then my mother is all nice and sweet but the ( Read more... )

i have a GIANT zit on my nose.

that is all.

well lets see. today has been pretty good on account of the people in it and around it. this time last year i wasnt like this... i was held from myself. i really should have figured things out from the start. hey you guess what...i miss you. yeah i know its dumb of me to even think about such things but it was beautiful and i miss it very much so. ( Read more... )

well im here in the row of awesomeness listenin to music. i feel kinda strange right now. i think i need to love again...my love is taken for granted sometimes. three libra's sitting in a row which one is the gal? well i think after this im off to his house for a drop off and then tonight i'm supposed to go to a party but i dont feel like it, i ( Read more... )

well i quit my job at casa bianca yesterday, i dont think i have ever felt so good. although i hate feet i think i will be able to deal with selling them. it seems like fun. today is my second day it'll be a blast. i wonder why those feelings occur when they should be nothing more. burning people with a huge magnify glass is wicked awesome. my hair ( Read more... )