Well, it's been a somewhat boring last few weeks. I don't know, I'm pretty hollow now. I'm still feeling really alone and really left out, and it still bothers me almost every night, but I don't know, I'm ambivalent ( Read more... )

I had a long entry written. It got fucking deleted. ( Highlights: )

"i like songs about drifters - books about the same.
they both seem to make me feel a little less insane."

Well, I realized today that I've been shirking away the online journal hype for quite some time now. There is an easy explination to this, as I did it last year, and the year before that. I'm in a bad way again. Depressed, sad, lonely, temporarily lost...whatever you want to call it ( Read more... )

Decided that it being hump day and all, I'd take a look at my horoscope for the first time in forever and see pretty much how the week should have gone and how it's going to continue to go. First thing I read struck me as utterly hilarious and unfortunatly true:

"This week's scenario is highlighted by your sensitivity to aggressive and emotional ( Read more... )

AND I FORGOT TO SAY THAT CHRIS SMAGOWICZ SCREWED NATE AND CACIE OVER AT THE BUS BECAUSE HE HAD HIS STUPID BITCH USE OUR STUFF TO SAVE THEIR SEATS AND NOT SAVE US ANY SEATS. BULLSHIT ( Read more... )

"it's like when you try to scream, but it only comes out as a yawn..."

I'm pretty let down, pretty confused, pretty annoyed, pretty angry. Pretty much alot of things ( Read more... )

Yesterday I slept in instead of going to school ( Read more... )

Welp, last night thanks to all the rain, flooding, and down trees, I was flooded out of my own house last night. I could not get home any of the ways up to my house. So, I went to Anna's, preceding to have to turn around there, too, because the main way was flooded, and drive around a slightly fallen tree while taking the back way to her house ( Read more... )