Just two days away..my heart is pounding...

[cacklingcracker]

I've never performed in public...I'm FREAKING out here. This Saturday...3:00 pm...is where I meet my destiny. Haha...no, but yeah, the audition time. Man..I've been practicing my song these days, so much that I'm sick of it...but I can't stop just cos it's getting boring. I'm excited, but way nervous at the same time. AHHHHHHH

Comments

[jefinner]

whether you do bad or not, you won't have failed at anything. the thing is that you tried and oyu tried your best. IF you get cut or whatever happens, you will have tried and learned and next time, you'll be that much more experienced with the nerves. the nerves are good. it gives you the energy and adrenaline to get through the audition. if you didn't have the nerves it means that you don't care that much about it. you want to do well. and you will do well! so just go, sing your heart out. don't over practice your song. and just have fun. just breathe. just relax. just relax and have fun. you have nothing to lose and everything to gain. we'll see you there and just do your best. and look good while doing it! show these other geeks who took lessons and wasted their time that no matter how much money you have or no matter how good a singing teacher you had, nothing beats natural talent. and thats what you've got kathy. natural talent, passion, and energy. you know what you want. go get it!

[cacklingcracker]

AWwwWww....thanks jennn!!!

Thanks Jenn, Mandie and Kim for coming!!! Hm...sorry I made you stay for so long for nothing..but yeah, it was a really good feeling that you guys were there knowing that you were cheering me on. ANd jenn, it's good to know that you were so excited and stuff...heh, thanks a lot!!!!!

And YES, I'm sure...actually, I HOPE my nerves will be better on my second audition...you guys don't hafta come...I don't konw if it was boring for you guys..but to let you know you guys are FOR SURE welcome k? Thanks for coming to support me..it meant a lot!

I love you guys!!

[_at_thestars]

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When's the next one? I WANT TO SEE AGAIN! Like, really see sometime. Stupid slow drivers on Bayview. I was supposed to pick up something for my dad on the level that my grandpa's on (my mom's mom is on another hah) but I knew I would be late so I skipped that haha.

If I don't have midterms and all that crap, I want to go next time! Where's the next one, do you know? I think they're all interesting to watch though so I didn't mind staying. Especially the weird ones.

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[cacklingcracker]

YEah...some were REaLLLY funny..like the last girl...and the guy with messed hair. Heh.

The next one is at Take One karaoke..you guys know where that is right? Hm..October 27th...I'm like, if I win, it'll be a nice bday present. HEh..but thanks for coming kim...sorry you had to stand out there with all the ugly fobs for like...2 hours. NExt time, we'll make sure we sit together!!