apparently i'm still stuck in high school??
anyway, emily (who i never talk to enough, btw, HI) had this kinda cool 'i'm bored' survey that i decided to do.
Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
he's always nice to me even when I am being mean [had to keep the same answer]
Kissed someone in a pick up?
nope
What's irritating you right now?
absence of instability, boys
Do you know your ex's birthday?
maybe? may 14th or 17th, prolly 14th
Is this year the best year of your life?
DEFINITELY not.
Is it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive, but that might just be me and my genetic inability to plant grudges
Do you give out second chances too easily?
Probably.
Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Doing it now
Have you ever shaved in the kitchen sink?
Legs/pits/pubes in the kitchen sink would be kinda stupid. guy-oriented question?
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
who hasn't?
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you they love you?
ah fuck i have no clue. eight??
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
ugh, frequently
Have you ever been cheated on?
i think so??? it's never been admitted.
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
i feel like anyone worth anything has...
Talk to your ex's?
some. others i want to maul.
Have you dated people who weren't good to you?
god of course
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
maybe? if it's the true SECOND, then fine, but if second means 'one more in addition to the 5986456 they already got and wasted,' maybe it's up for debate.
Believe in love at first sight?
love, no. very strong whatevers, yeah, sure
Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
of course..
Is heartbreak really as bad as it sounds?
most definitely.
Are you looking for a boyfriend or girlfriend?
nope
How has this past week been for you?
CONFUSING and exhilarating.
Who was the last person you texted?
Greg
Last person of the opposite sex to give you a hug?
Dan
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
sort of. i'll probably believe that until we have the technology to figure out what karma actually is, scientifically
First person under ' J' on your cell phone?
Jamie Mitchell
Do you hate that person?
good lord no
How many and what kind of animals are in your house?
4 dogs, 2 cats and 2 fish. more cats soon, probably
Who are you disappointed in right now?
myself
When was the last time something bothered you?
right now, that last question
What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today?
I entertained people?
Would you ever date a friend's ex?
done it before, would most likely consult said ex beforehand
Whats the most important thing in a relationship in your opinion?
honestly? sex
If your best friend liked your last ex, what would you do?
she went out with him, so i know. uh.. flip out?
Are you the type that would rather stay at other peoples houses or have them at yours?
almost equal, but i'm a hostess by nature so i guess the latter
Do tattoos and piercings excite you?
not really EXCITE. i have a nose, two in each ear, had a tongue, and have a tattoo on my back. i never got the blank-canvas addiction.
Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
yep
Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z?
this kid Zhi i used to know. and apparently my mom has a friend named Zelda.
Is there a reason for your myspace song?
uh.. it's cool? i haven't used myspace in years though and the song isn't on there anymore. so it doesn't matter?
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
dan kinklahhh!
I'll bet you're missing someone right now?
...yep
When was your last encounter with the police?
when i bumped into a car that was parked halfway into the Honey Farms driveway
Who would you like to be friends with again?
sarah, glynnis, eli, greg
Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
i do the occasional doot-doot
What can put you in a good mood?
sex, music, drawing, driving, eating, cooking, sewing, working out, chilling with dogs, smoking, having a beer, teaching someone some German (or Spanish.. or Chinese.. or Russian... or Esperanto..)
Have you kissed in the rain?:
yes (any hopeless romantic will search for the opportunity)
Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
nope. wonder if that will ever change
What do you miss about your past?
being able to say anything you want and not only get away with it, but receive positive feedback.. because kids really DO say the damndest things...
Is there something you wish you could tell someone but you cant?
egh probably a whole laundry list, which i guess means a yes
i think the muse is waking up
it's also summer and i'm away from my parents
and there's SO much bad shit going on in my life but i don't really care. it's a different kind of bad - i have so much shit to take care of, but i have to chip away at it. not like OMG OVERWHELMING LIFE SUCKS..
maybe it's the medication? i'm confused as to how one tiny pill a day can change.. literally.. my universe.
heh
also i dunno why it's fair that women never get labeled perverts if they're creepyhorny. so many lecherous old (and young) men get these negative titles for REALLY liking pussy - but a girl that REALLY likes the cock is either just a plain old slut, or a gift from God.
why am i never called a perv? i mean of course i'm not complaining, i just don't think it's fair that the guy next to me who undresses people with his eyes the same way i do.. could be arrested for saying one word too much.
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