No Cuts
Hi Everybody!
lol. So I really dont have much time anymore for LJ. School, work, Leon.. it pretty much takes up much of my time. I have alot of new responisiblities at work that keep me busy all day and my english class beats me up pretty good. So.. what im saying is..
Im not leaving LJ, but.. I wont be around too much. I really enjoy everyone and I still do read journals when I can. But posting will probably be reserved for major life incidents and whatevers... this thinking pretty much all started with the expiration of my LJ account.
Also, my inclination to write anything has totally been abandoned. All my relationships from LJ have been developed and for those of you who made it through my inability to be a good friend, I love you all. I will keep up with you as I do now. For those that didnt make it. I am sorry.
So, this is your ticket to delete me without me saying "Why did you delete me you prick?". I understand. I just dont really have too much time these days and just my need to let go of all my online relationships and focus on my "in person" friendships is more apparent right now. Like I said, I am still reading when I can and responding when I feel my useless comments matter.
To give you a quick run-down of my plans for 2006 and finalize the posting here it is;
A good friend of mine is getting married in Vegas in September. They have asked me to photograph it and to witness it. Leon and I will be getting some comp days at the Stardust and are staying there. My May vacation trip to Tahoe appears to be cancelled since we really are trying to focus on bills.
I am going through the interviewing process for this HUGE opportunity at work and I am putting all my attention and focus into that. If I get it, I will never have time for LJ.
I am doing very well on the adderall. The drug is quite calming and so much so that Leon has remarked about it. I can go to sleep at night when I shut my eyes, I can concentrate and stay focused, my testing is better and I have not expeirenced any anxiety that is close to what I had before. I generally feel better and more relaxed and in control. I no longer procrastinate at the level I did before, and I seem to just be happier because of the calming effect. I am also loosing a little bit of weight because I can not seem to hold much food.
I am planning on posting my essays and reading responses to literary_soul and changing the format to be a free forum. Basically you can write your responses to the books you are reading and post suggestions. Totally when you want, no longer setting a schedule.
I will also try and keep up with boycott_walmart because i feel this is a cause that can truly reform many aspects of government, corporations and enviroment issues.
My year will also pretty much be dictated by whether or not this opportunity comes to fruition and so I am unclear for the rest of 2006, but I know it will be a good year and a positive change for me by over coming many of the struggles I have dealt with over the course of my life.
Therapy is going well and I really enjoy talking to my santa clause therapist. We spend most of hte itme talking about my Father, but i find more stuff I am angry or disaapointed about buried deep within.
Leon and I are doing very well. We still love each other as much as we did on day one and our relationship constantly grows stronger and more solid every day. He came home with a beautiful card this week, telling me how much he loves me and thinks about me. I got all verclempt. He also included a fresh rain air freshner for my car :D
I am working on a big photography project so hopefully I will be able to share some stuff from that soon.
So here is to 2006, and once again... I apologize for being so absent. If you want to delete me, though saddened, I will understand.
lol. So I really dont have much time anymore for LJ. School, work, Leon.. it pretty much takes up much of my time. I have alot of new responisiblities at work that keep me busy all day and my english class beats me up pretty good. So.. what im saying is..
Im not leaving LJ, but.. I wont be around too much. I really enjoy everyone and I still do read journals when I can. But posting will probably be reserved for major life incidents and whatevers... this thinking pretty much all started with the expiration of my LJ account.
Also, my inclination to write anything has totally been abandoned. All my relationships from LJ have been developed and for those of you who made it through my inability to be a good friend, I love you all. I will keep up with you as I do now. For those that didnt make it. I am sorry.
So, this is your ticket to delete me without me saying "Why did you delete me you prick?". I understand. I just dont really have too much time these days and just my need to let go of all my online relationships and focus on my "in person" friendships is more apparent right now. Like I said, I am still reading when I can and responding when I feel my useless comments matter.
To give you a quick run-down of my plans for 2006 and finalize the posting here it is;
A good friend of mine is getting married in Vegas in September. They have asked me to photograph it and to witness it. Leon and I will be getting some comp days at the Stardust and are staying there. My May vacation trip to Tahoe appears to be cancelled since we really are trying to focus on bills.
I am going through the interviewing process for this HUGE opportunity at work and I am putting all my attention and focus into that. If I get it, I will never have time for LJ.
I am doing very well on the adderall. The drug is quite calming and so much so that Leon has remarked about it. I can go to sleep at night when I shut my eyes, I can concentrate and stay focused, my testing is better and I have not expeirenced any anxiety that is close to what I had before. I generally feel better and more relaxed and in control. I no longer procrastinate at the level I did before, and I seem to just be happier because of the calming effect. I am also loosing a little bit of weight because I can not seem to hold much food.
I am planning on posting my essays and reading responses to literary_soul and changing the format to be a free forum. Basically you can write your responses to the books you are reading and post suggestions. Totally when you want, no longer setting a schedule.
I will also try and keep up with boycott_walmart because i feel this is a cause that can truly reform many aspects of government, corporations and enviroment issues.
My year will also pretty much be dictated by whether or not this opportunity comes to fruition and so I am unclear for the rest of 2006, but I know it will be a good year and a positive change for me by over coming many of the struggles I have dealt with over the course of my life.
Therapy is going well and I really enjoy talking to my santa clause therapist. We spend most of hte itme talking about my Father, but i find more stuff I am angry or disaapointed about buried deep within.
Leon and I are doing very well. We still love each other as much as we did on day one and our relationship constantly grows stronger and more solid every day. He came home with a beautiful card this week, telling me how much he loves me and thinks about me. I got all verclempt. He also included a fresh rain air freshner for my car :D
I am working on a big photography project so hopefully I will be able to share some stuff from that soon.
So here is to 2006, and once again... I apologize for being so absent. If you want to delete me, though saddened, I will understand.