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[cadmiumcreamegg]

I am a sinner and the specific love I'm searching for doesn't exist in this world. Because I'm a selfish, greedy human and I can never be happy. Either I will change, defy human nature and all that, or I will try to become closer to God. It's all a matter of convenience

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[lockemaison]

My old best friend Angela felt the same way about her life and finding love. She's, hm, I think 27 now. She found someone at a hostel in Scotland. What a nice guy. They moved back to Hawaii together. Although the caveat, she always felt bad about the worse stuff she did in her life and couldn't help but hold him to the same unattainably pure standard in her mind, which always haunted her because she knew she was being unfair. You just can't judge someone on their past, only who they are now and who they will be. One of those cast no stone if you are a sinner yourself type things. Ah well.