..rant...

[caetlynn]

I'm in a really foul mood today. I feel like I could chop someone's head off for no reason. I really just want to hide in a hole all day. And I just got very pissed off at Ma. because she intercoms me right? Saying "Kevin got himself ready to go somewhere, so why don't you get dressed and take him for a walk." and I don't want to! It's good friday

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[punk_isnt_dead]

:( I'm sorry that you have to deal with this....

she is getting help, right?

I just hope she doesn't do anything stupid.

<3
keep your head up though
AIM: integra143311 if you ever need to talk

[caetlynn]

thanks hun. unfortunatley, no. she doesn't want help. and when you try to talk to her about getting help, she says theres nothing they can do, and gets insulted. she refuses medication because she says that won't change anything at all. i hope she doesn't do anything stupid either. but shes been threatening me with this stuff since i was 3 years old, so it seems a bit like crying wolf sometimes. who knows. i've contemplated telling someone of higher power, but i don't really know if that will make things worse or not. oi.

thanks again hun.

<3 caiti

[phoenixwish]

I've heard about mothers like that too many times now. What the fuck indeed!

What the fuck is wrong with the world???

Sorry, I'm just a bit angry today.

[caetlynn]

It's allright, I completely understand.

The world has gone to hell.

*sings* It's the end of the worrrld as we know it...