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I learned that undiluted muriatic acid looks like rockstar and smells like acid death. The fumes are pretty crazy; they really burn. I watched it hiss and sizzle as it ate away concrete like butter. (My dad and I were touching up the cement pad and exposing a bit more of the rock designs).

Mom and four kinds get kicked off Southwest flight
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They're out. As of Monday.

Note: Coconuts are amazing. My new way of life has a very useful liquid.
Maybe I'm slightly paranoid. Probably about meaningless things... Or maybe it's just a bit overprotective.

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And, as of now, it's all cut off.
I'm going to go jump in the pool.

Taking care of business feels good.

there it is.
Moved out.

You can feel it in the wind: change.

I will be fixing this, And I'm excited. Slowly and in spurts, I'm whittling it all down.

Simplicity. Minimalist.

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I've been trying to strengthen my hara, and I will continue to cleanse. I had a relapse yesterday, which was less than acceptable by my standards, but I move on.

However, I never forget.

Your story is stupid.
Everyone wants to pretend they've always known. Hindsight vision is 20-20... or retroactively psychic. Yeah right doll face.

Mostly focused on the finer bits of pouring and setting concrete slabs and sidewalks in 100-degree weather, and hand-placing individual rocks to make designs... Or a design, rather... A black sun that stretches its rays on the cement 'round the side of the pool... oh, there are some stars too.. I forgot about those, they were made with smaller ( Read more... )

Is there a message I'm supposed to be getting? If there is... I have messages of my own.

:-D again...

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How come you're allowed to say whatever the fuck you want and I'm stuck watching what I say for the sake of... what is it for the sake of? An efficient situation? The others? Myself? I don't know about that last one. All these things... me being diplomatic, why should I be?