i went through something really similar this year. although...no one really got it i think. you put it into better words than i did. so, im here for you to talk to about it. cuz i know how shitty it can get. im still going through it, im just on the upside of it now.
I'm glad youre on the upside now. Its frustrating but its just one of those things you cant let bother you i gues.. After getting all htat out I feel better x358972309587... it just builds up sometimes and at my school theyre all pretty much like that except for a few people (who are graduating *tears*).. and a tiny few in my grade.. and the rest its just like WOAH! OKay i have to go... my mom's being obnoxious
well, the thing with the girls in our school who are like that... they are bitches. no one likes them but themselves, and eachother beacuse they think it's good to look like a brand-name truckstop whore. you are really pretty julie, you shouldn't be worried about that. and the reason people like you is because you DON'T give off vibes of "ooo i need to be perfect" or that of needing to look atractive. beauty is only skin deep, 99.9% of the people in the world know that, and that other .1% is the population of earth that doesn't matter. if you ever changed into someone who wore all skin-tight clothing and buying a ton of clothes and shit to look atractive, you wouldn't be yourself anymore.
Yah, I know your right about them only liking themselves while everyone else hates them. I donno for the most part i dont care but it just adds up sometimes , you know how it goes. Thank you dan.. that really does mean a lot to me. its sad that that .1% of the world goes to our school lol. Thank you dan <3
i completely understand. they girls who are liek that are shallow & if they give you a dirty look again tell them margaret from lynn is going to come & kick there stupid snobby preppy asses! & they better treat MY JULIE with some respect so what she isnt into being all dolled up for school you shouldnt be.. ure there to LEARN! not look like your going to a fuckin dance!! tell them all off & then they might leave you alone if not ill kill them ALLLLLLL! ever last one of them! :) bc i love you!
just the way you are... :)starlet2811May 1 2004, 08:46:10 UTC
you're awesome just the way you are, julie, i know that i don't know you very well and have only hung out with you a couple times, but just from meeting you those few times and reading your journals i can already sense that you're way better than those stuck-up bitches because you're true to you. look the way you want for only yourself, you don't have live up to anyone elses standards. if those girls were really that perfect they wouldn't have to put on a show to get attention or stab each other in the back. i've had a taste of your school, (not knockin it cause i love a lot of people who go there) but honestly you're right; i've never heard so many people talk about everyone elses business so much. you're way better off because you have friends who don't talk shit about you behind your back and absolutely love you! i mean who doesn't love you!? :)
Re: just the way you are... :)caffeenqueenMay 1 2004, 14:59:25 UTC
:) Rachel I love you.. I wish we could talk more, You seriously are like one of the sweetest, PRETTIEST girls I've met and I can see that just from the few times we've met. Thank you so much, thats definately true that they have to put on a show. I think its just a bunch of stupid stuff getting to me. My school is really pathetic.. hopefuly theyve never given you shit. I'm lucky that I don't get involved with most people there so i dont get like, talked about or backstabbed as often as otehr people. If they ever give you crap just come to me i'll take care of it ;) Thanks again dear, I love you mucho :D
Wow. Your entry is exactly what every girl thinks everyday. Its just you put it into words. I think girls are like that at every school. Except at my school the pretty girls are also the girls who could kick your ass in a second, so not only do we envy them, we are also scared shitless of their power over us. Luckily I am "cool with" a couple of them. I hate the way they dress, seeing as they do it just for the attention. They know the boys will look, they know they look like whores, why do it? (Im not one to talk with some of the clothes I wear, some things are a bit to short or a bit too tight but atleast Im not doing it for the boys) Girls these days repulse me. I do not like girls. and YOU, you can not talk about not being pretty! I know people who envy you too ya know?! I envy you! You are sooo naturally beautiful, I even want you! Okay but this little comment is turning into an entry. I love you!!
Lol yah I think your right that a lot/every girl thinks/feels that. I agree that like girls are like that at every school...which is sad.. I bet you could kick their asses if you wanted to! if not I'll kick their asses for you :). You don't look like a slut dear lol.. you're adorable. I hate girls.. lol.. I mean I like individuals, but in generals girls are catty, vicious little trolls with no spine. Lol I donno I personally think Youre like 82537238975239857 x prettier than me but I love you to teeny tiny bits and pieces.. its all a matter of opinion I suppose. Lol I want you more ;). <3
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