Sorry I havn't updated in such a long time. I am in training for the 3 Day in Oct. and get ready for a babyshower that I co-hosting in about a week and a half ( Read more... )

OMG I have such a huge headache. I have no idea where it came from...I have eaten today cereal, and soup. The 4 or 5 extra strength Tylonal isn't doing a thing. I can bearly see streight ( Read more... )

( Music of my heart )

I am feeling alot better then I was this past weekend. I have gained 3 lbs because I couldn't exercise while I was sick. Therefore I got all upset and depressed and binged last night and couldn't purge because I was sick. I really have no idea how I am feeling and what I want to say. I am in a wierd mood--I am still sick, upset, just yucky, and ( Read more... )

I havn't drank this much in a very long time...wow!! Sorry Jodie--I kinda needed to feel numb so that I would not do anything that I would regret in the morning. All I wanted to do after I listened to the message from George all I wanted to do is cut and b/p. The thought of having anyone touch me in an intimate way freaks me completly out ( Read more... )

Can we all grow up?? That is my whole stupid drama...growing up...I am 25 yrs old and single--thank God ( Read more... )

Amanda, you are so precious and beautiful!  Where would I be without your sweet love!! Thank you babe!!!

For those who know me and those who are getting to know me better. I am really into non-profit organizations, especially orgs that help HIV/AIDS education and finding a cure, also breast cancer.  I have joined the 3 day breast cancer walk so ( Read more... )

I really need a hug today! I have been the same weight for now 3 months, but yet people are coming up to me and saying I look great keep losing weight. They ask how I do it. So, now I am gonna start telling people that not am I not trying because I give up, I will let them know that I have not lost any weight. This is so frustrating: I am ( Read more... )

I had yesterday off and I wore a skirt! I havn't worn a skirt in such a long time, I felt so good. I wore a white one then I had to change to a longer pink one because I spilt Diet pepsi on me when I was driving. My mom got mad at me when I changed outfits and she wanted me to change back into what I was wearing before and I told her what I did ( Read more... )

Hi! I am ok. I have just been really tired latly. I am tired of many things, but mostly of myself and my lack of control ( Read more... )