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fire
it was difficult to deny the whisper ( Read more... ) -
left behind
you
have mastered the art of nonchalance
pinpointed the exact meaning of indifference
and driven it home
immersed in emptiness so deep
i lost sight of the surface
and the fading comfort of your smile
i was paralyzed
by the notion of life outside your existence
and so clung to the ridiculous hope
that i could obtain enough importance
to become -
blackout
i'm losing it
my memory of you
the lines of your face are fading
it's getting harder
to distinguish between the sky
and the absolute blue of your eyes
other hands are erasing your touch
covering me in a new skin
a new threshold for pain
my dreams
drag you further and further away
and reality holds me back
keeps me from following you
finding you -
flashback
Came across this entry from looooooong ago. Loved re-reading it and wanted to see if anyone remembered who (which number) they were. Let me know ( Read more... ) -
hello all
i will be in dayton/cincy from tomorrow (monday) morning until thursday morning....come play with me!! email me here and/or call amber, bj, or mel. see you soon!!! -
(Untitled)
i'm not sure if you know...sometimes it's hard to decipher it myself...and the results don't always favor the side of sanity...it's not smart...it's not logical...and it's definitely not what i expected...but here it is...here i am...there you are...and we are trapped in a web of indecision...naked...and uninformed...and i cringe as you stand there ( Read more... ) -
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emptiness
grows like wildfire
and consumes just as quickly
a disease
born of emotion and loss
in their most basic form
it is the absence of
life
of the palpable presence of love
the cold and shadowy place
where lies and betrayal
have waged the ultimate war -
fragments
sometimes you're the only thing that lights me up
that sweet sweet smile
and your velvet voice
music
pouring out of you like honey
gently warmed by the sun
brushing over the bruises i guess i failed to hide
and i'm waiting
to split open from the inside out
and show you what you've done -
i left the window open
one inch of opportunity ( Read more... )
