Finals exams are here! I have three finals this week and three finals next week. I have to say, it is so annoying when computer lab technicians are sitting there chatting on AIM while 30 people are waiting for their papers to print out. It's so frustrating...

My parents just finished painting several rooms in our house so I've been shuffling through stuff I have buried in the far corners of my room and to my surprise, I've found "the gay writings". My brothers discovered these writings about 4 years ago ( the event that jilted me out of the closet). It's soo bizarre reading some of these ( Read more... )

As of late, I've been having some internal conflicts. I hate being home, but then again , I hate depending on others. I'm so frustrated. I wish things could be simple ( Read more... )

Today was my first day of classes, what a long day! This semester I'm working towards 18 credits so it's going to be a crazy work load. I'm taking logic, programming, organizational behavior, accounting, human information processing, and ethics. So if anyone needs a studying partner, I'll be waiting at hilman library. I'm too exhausted to write ( Read more... )

So there have been several different changes in my life since the last time I've posted. First off, I got a new job at Shawn's company. It's going pretty well so far. I pretty much take as many breaks as I want; no one gives a crap. In comparison, Highmark was an anal hellhole. The corporate worms there pride themselves on making every person ( Read more... )

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So I'm on a bus back to Pittsburgh making some sort of effort to get some sleep. I laid there spreading my legs across to the next vacant seat trying to imagine these two seats as a king size bed, but realistically knowing that I was not going to be blessed with that form of comfort. I recall waking up as the bus jerked from side to side when it ( Read more... )

I just feel great sorrow that the gay community encourages the worst of their nature. They glorify all that is negative. Gay people are eager to conform to the most ridiculous of behavior. Gay men manifest behavior of teenage girls. I have little tolerance for a vast majority of the gay community. It is a population of men who suffer severe ( Read more... )

People are animals of fear.
The worst fear being a fear of being alone. We place so much importance on being  close to someone; to knowing them, yet our most important relationship is with ourselves.  So few people spend the time to get to truly value and love the themselves.
Just think about yourself...ask yourself if you love yourself as much as ( Read more... )

EEEEEEEEEwwwww how GAY do I look in my livejournal icon picture....oh well it took me forever to get one on here...it's the only one that didn't look as fuzzy!
Thanks Shawn!