I wonder sometimes if I'm just making things harder for him, staying here. Maybe it's time I found a place for my own...I don't want to bring him anymore unnecessary pain.

...If only I knew who I was...maybe then I could give him what he needs.

He can be so kind...it hurts sometimes, and then other times, he's so cruel, it scares me.

...Harry came home very late last night. And after having run out of the cafe like that earlier too...I...wonder...I'm probably just thinking too much.

Even though it's a day late, I thought I would bake a cake for when Mr. Lambo comes to dinner tonight. It seems like the least I could do, considering how much he likes sweets. And he promised to ( Read more... )

It's nice to see Harry home once more.
Perhaps he can join Mr. Lambo and myself for dinner on Thursday. That would be nice.

It's been a little harder than I thought it would be, setting up the shop. But he promised to help me with it. I suppose that's what matters.

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...It surprised me, how happy I was at him agreeing to come home.

....He left the whole shop to me?

Mr. Marluxia let me pick out a plant for helping him with something the other day on the computer. It was really too kind of him, but he insisted on it. So I took an orchid home with me. I also got more information on what kind of plants I should start out with my garden. I enjoy working there alot. Such a pleasant environment ( Read more... )

Harry called me on St. Patrick's Day, babbling on in some weird tongue. Gaelic, I think it was. I'm not sure what he was saying.

Dinner with Mr. Lambo on Wendsday was pleasant as always. Though that one conversation was almost awkward.Easter was nice as well. Mr. Lambo took me to his friend's place for it. What a ...lively group they all seem to ( Read more... )

...Harry sent his car to me. How very strange. I hope this isn't a bad sign.

Dinner at Mr. Lambo's a few weeks ago was very nice. Mr. Lambo, would you like to come over sometime in the next week so I can make it up to you?

Miss Om? I talked to Mr. Marluxia and he said he would be happy to hire you at the flower shop.

Speaking of the flower shop, it's ( Read more... )

....I
I had had my suspicions...

Ah~ It was Valentine's Day yesterday~ Fun, fun~ Mr. Marluxia sent me flowers, and Harry sent me this big gift basket. I know such kind people! i sent out some chocolates to them, and to Mr. Lambo as well. I hope they all like them.

Ah~Mr. Lambo, I think I found a show I wanted to see. How do you feel about Phantom of the OperaI should get out ( Read more... )

I got a letter from Harry. I hope he's alright. It was...well. A little worrisome. But I suppose he can take care of himself, more or less. Still, I'll be less worried once he comes back ( Read more... )