This Stupid Journal

[cagny]

Why is it that I don’t write anymore? Perhaps I don’t write because I placebo my time away so I won’t feel anymore or think about what I’ve become

Comments

:-P

[anonymous]

sad. you almost made me cry. Poor you.

Re: :-P

[cagny]

Not as sad as you to check this journal after months of me not posting and then finding something to make yourself feel better. I feel bad for those like you who lose empathy over years. I pity you.

I may be broken but I'm not the only one who needs to grow up.

[freshlyminted]

I love you, Eric, and I wish you'd come home. All I want is to see you home and to trade with you my fearlessness for your introspection. However, I do suppose I am sitting here making impromptu plans to move to Wales, so maybe there's nothing for either of us to offer?

If it is any encouragement, I would like to remind you that you are one of the most amazing men I have ever known, and I don't see you getting demoted from that list in even the far future. Let me know how I can pray for you.