I only drink Diet Cherry Cokes these days. I would make my Crystal Light but since Shad moved out the pitcher moved out and I haven’t gotten my Wal-Mart card yet so I have nothing to get a pitcher with. Stupid Columbia House sent me Troy for $25 - clearing out my bank account. Grr ( Read more... )

I wish I was 37 years old.

The saddest fact of my life right now is the fact that Solitaire ranks higher than Microsoft Word in most used programs under my start bar ( Read more... )

Ever feel like you can't talk to God? Ever feel like no one really listens?

Ever wonder what God would say if he just spoke out to you?

I do.

The IM with God - by ep

Scene: Stage is dark but brightly focused enough to see the facial expressions on Jenna. She is at a small desk typing. Jenna is facing stage right and her screen is low so ( Read more... )

THANK GOD that Sunday only comes once a week.
THANK GOD that the Super Bowl comes only once a year.
THANK GOD that the morning comes once a day and I usally miss it.

Thank God because I'd probably lose it if I had to go experience any of these any more than I already do.

Last night ( Read more... )

A mixed slave of bland technology is what I’ve decided that I’ve become. Not one day that goes by am I codependent upon archived files and blinking lights ( Read more... )

Today,

I gave a sermon

Everyone was thanking me and giving me “high fives”

I rained upon my bass

Pastors thanked me and affirmed a talent

I rocked out on a beat up guitar

Once more, a job well done

Don’t they know I don’t know what I’m doing?

I don’t even feel like I’ve done anything today

It’s as if I lay in bed all day long and ( Read more... )

I hear you - still, I wish I had some of your loyalty ( Read more... )

Here are the words I preach:
“The day you realize life is not about you is the day you begin to grow up.”

A day that I care not to exist is the day I go home
Or is it that I can’t stand to face my past?

Why is it my life pauses in California -
An emotional and spiritual stagnation?

Here I stand preaching
Here I live denying