having been fucked is no excuse for being fucked up

Oct 03, 2006 15:25

this overwhelming feeling of shit is awful. i have not felt this bad in over three months and i hate it. it all boils down to change, having people and then not having people. and its hard enough when you know why it happens, but to happen for no reason. to be lied to repeatedly over and over and over and over and over again. mark is really the ( Read more... )

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coolbluereason October 3 2006, 20:44:32 UTC
this doesn't sound stupid

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hollieful October 3 2006, 21:42:49 UTC
girl, you totally need to call me. let's talk. voice to voice. for the first time in like what 3 months? my my. call me tonight, you know the time. and.. oh! I got a 1280 on the GRE :) if that brightens your day in any sliver of a way. my graduate advisor tells me that 1200 is the magic number for the competitive programs I am applying too or rather wasting my money on because I am not going to get in haha. I was getting so worried because I didn't really study at all and then I just crammed like 2 days before (well cramming for me.. I guess that means eating avocados and falling asleep all the time freaking out and eating my hands) and on all of my practice tests I was gettting like 1150s! but then lady I was in my game on thursday. 1280! yes!!!! amanda got an 1180, I think she was a little upset. but 1280 brenna! yeah yeah! sorry if this is nonsensical and totally randomly off the above related topic. but contemplate impermancy and the gift of human life, do something good for someone else.. notice your negative thoughts about ( ... )

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caharsiveen October 4 2006, 20:05:10 UTC
tell someone you need them. tell someone you miss them. tell someone you wish you could be with them all the time. this is not about fame and glory, that is a whole other story. this is about how truth and love will save the day.

i am so proud of you hollie! and you will for sure get into grad school. 1280 muhfuckers! wow, that is amazing congrats xs 300398456u09276019847510984560`475.

i am calling you in tminus 5 hours when the weather is fine and the minutes are free.

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icantsnap October 4 2006, 05:42:38 UTC
i agree with marc davis.

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