I think too much

[cailiosa]

It's really a shame here in México that I can't bring myself to like any guy.

Because all the guys like me.

It would be more flattering if I didn't know that the reason they like me is because I'm tall and I have light eyes.

It's such a double-standard.  They claim to be so proud of their mestizaje, their mixed heritage, but they obviously feel

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[raislak]

I think too much as well, but to be honest in this post the reasons you give for keeping what you are truly looking for is the proper thinking (which many don't do enough of).

The dwelling on your being alone and how the right guy wouldn't want you, THAT is where you are thinking too much. (That is where I fall flat myself)

It is hard to wait on God, putting our emotional or biological feelings aside. But as a pastor friend once told me:

"I decided to try and walk God's path as my main life goal. And if He wanted to bring someone to walk that path with me, that would be great. But I didn't set to walk the lets get someone path and then try to walk back towards the Lord."

[cailiosa]

I'm not putting myself down. I do love the way I am, most of the time, and I'm really thankful for all but one happening in my life, because they all made me who I am today. My problem is that I see so much beauty in other people that it's hard to see my own as comparing.

It's a very Southern thing, I think.

I was actually talking about the Mexican feeling inferior thing when I said that I think too much.