So I found out that the reason that Matt's friend did what he did was because he thought I was a whore...literally. He saw me all over Matt and thought I did that with everyone...righto...he also thought I wanted some massive black dick...not true. I'm actually afraid of excessively large penises. I think they would hurt...or I would choke on ( Read more... )

Yeah...I'm officially ready to die now...really...any time soon would be nice. Okay, so I'm going to admit...I'm slightly drunk right now...meaning I have no sense of balance...how convienient. Today I went to work...and I was in a pretty crappy mood until the end of my shift. Christine and Stephanie came in...tonight's crew was pretty sweet. I ( Read more... )

You Are From Neptune


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So I'm probably going to regret this...a whole lot...but I just might have to use Matt to make out with. It sounds horrible, but I really want to make out and there is no one to make out with...I kind of wish there was someone else...like a boyfriend who I could hang out with on prom night without actually going to prom. Alas, the last straw is ( Read more... )

Alright, so do any of you ever feel like you just piss everyone off? I sure as hell do. The inferiority complex is kicking in and I feel like just the fact that I exist is wasting the time of everyone who comes into contact with me. I hate it...and there isn't really anything to instigate this type of feeling...it just happens. I blame dopamine ( Read more... )

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My mom has definately been on my case about scholarships...most of which I think are bull. I have no real motivation right now...which is bad because I'm getting a D in stats...that won't fly. I really just want to read and play music and hang out with people. I think I'm going to quit over the summer, I just want to drive around and have fun ( Read more... )

This was my only day off of work for the whole week, so I attempted to make the most of it...kinda. I turned in my shitty-ass scholarship for Girl Scouts, which I'm assuming they will cram up their ass with no regard. Ummm...then I went for coffee with Brian and he brought some of his poetry...which I read...and can't touch. I have no command of ( Read more... )

Alright...so today was pretty damn sweet. I went to Chicago with Christine, Erin, and Joe. Erin made me call Christine last night to see if it was okay with Christine that Erin went...I don't get that girl sometimes. She knows we love her...or at least she should. So I told my parents I was going to UIC with Stephanie...it was only kind of ( Read more... )

I don't know the last time I updated...and I probably should be doing homework instead but I have no motivation. I think I closed on Thursday...its up in the air right now. I know I went to the library and got a snazzy new library card. Friday I know I worked... I think I closed with Lisa...so it must've been fun. Saturday I worked the day ( Read more... )