I had a dream that I was missing you indeed ( Read more... )

your slim frame
your eager eyes and your wild mane
oh they keep me where I belong
all wrapped up in wrong

you're to blame
for wasted words of sad refrain ( Read more... )

For some strange reason I feel like crying. I'm not sad or unhappy or even angry or upset. I'm just thinking about something that I can't understand. Is the life that I'm living right now the life that I could be living... where did I fuck up? Which way should I have looked to avoid the pain? What chance should I have taken to ensure I wouldn't be ( Read more... )

Oh man.
Rocked out with Chelsea last night at Saves the Day... yeah it was amazing.

"And there's nothing more inviting than a shot of what you think ( Read more... )

Today was seriously a wonderful day. --Thank you. Now I guess it can only get worse.

Thought so much about suicide
Parts of me have already died

I wanna see it when you get stoned on a cloudy breezy desert afternoon.
I wanna see it untame itself and break its owner.
I wanna see it now.

--I love that.

I like this, it makes me want to dance all night. :]

So much to love

I didn't have a reason
For setting you free...
I've seen
A lot of love go bad now.
That's not how our affair
Would've wound up i swear.

I'm in the middle of painting my wall right now, but I felt compelled to explain this feeling. I like looking at that picture, but it brings me nothing but hopeful thoughts. I have to realize there is no need for hopeful thoughts, or wishes or anything even close to it. Because it ends... you are here then you're gone.
I need to clear my head of ( Read more... )

I started painting my wall but ended up moving everything in my room around. I'll go to sleep tonight looking at the stars.