so i log on to post this and the time...14:14 on what day the 14th! crazy!! hehe anywho, speaking of the 14th is the birthday of my gorgeous friend lexi...i love you! happy birthday baby girl and im sorry that i cant be there to celebrate with you. loves to you my dear and i miss you! but i will hopefully see you really soon. ok enough for now... ( Read more... )

it makes me sad, but i need to let you do this on your own i just wish that i could say soemthings, but it isn't my place to say it and you need this and i guess all i can do is sit back and watch. i love you and i just don't want you to get hurt and i don't want anyone else to get hurt. but i can't do anything anymore...i can't pick. i love you ( Read more... )

football game today vs. colorado. back home in seattle...kinda sucks that its all the way in seattle and that i can't go to see it. that's ok though there are plenty other games and i have homework to do anyway. ok, well gotta crack down on that homework and watch the game. GO COUGS!!!

thank you for showing me who you really are and how you really feel and i'm sorry that my parents just don't let me do what i want and that i can't go home all the time because i have to do good in school to keep my scholarships because my family can't really afford this as it is. if this could be any different then it would be. i have talked to my ( Read more... )

so im back to school now. kind of excited, kind of sad...i miss home a lot but i think that i am starting to realize that this isnt permanent (btw, thank you soooo much taylor, your letter made my life!!). so yeah, i just need to keep telling myself that in order to be able to go from day-to-day. i dont know...i got back and got my computer hooked ( Read more... )

oh man oh man...my bed had never felt so good!! i didnt realize how much i missed my family and friends back here at home! i am so glad that i decided that i would go home. so basically, this weekend has been awesome but im kinda excited to come back to school...so we'll see...loves to all and i will talk to everyone back in the palouse in little ( Read more... )

i am going home tomorrow and i could not be ANY more excited about it! i am seriously like peeing my pants cuz im so excited...not really but you get the point.:) anywho, just wanted to share that with you all. i have to go do some homework and pack tonight and im going to the rec center....heck yes! im sooooo excited! loves to all!

i hate my life right now...like not even an understatement. you were one of my best friends (or so i thought) and you didnt even have the balls to tell me any of what happened...instead i cried night after night after night because of you. if this friendship meant as much to you as you said it did then you would have told me. obviously you didnt ( Read more... )

i seriously just got off the phone with my parents and before that with kelly and sarah and i really just want to go home!!! like i seriously cannot do this at all. i am making myself sick because of stress and there is just so much shitty stuff going on right now and i dont even know where to start bitching. *sigh* like college life is fun but i ( Read more... )

ahhhhhh!!! its finally here! i had my first day of class today and it was crazy weird! but exciting. like not excited to be in class necessarily but just that all of this is finally starting! hehe i am in such a good mood because it is monday at 9ish and i have been trying to connect to my internet since saturday and it just now started working. i ( Read more... )