ok, so we went to chill spot number dos last night, and it just wasn't as much fun as last week. I guess that's cuz there was no alcohol. not that I drink it anyways, but when everyone else is drinking, it's still fun for me. we just kinda chilled in matteo's car for awhile. and that would have been more fun if rigel and tj had been in the car with ( Read more... )

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW ( Read more... )

so todaay in government, mr gypton totally sang my praises and it was really nice. this brings hope to the fact that I may very well still have a functioning brain. that wishful notion will be crushed tomorrow in my calc final. I've never spent so much time doing a math review in my whole life. I've never spent this much time on any homework in ( Read more... )

so we lost our game today. the first loss of the year ( Read more... )

what can I say, I come from racecars and pop rocks ( Read more... )

holy shit. I have 8 fillion things due this week and I got 7,999,999,999 (however many digits are in a fillion). Sonnet = done, Outline = done, government = done, Vocab = done, Studying = kinda done, Calculus = doesn't count cuz that never gets done ( Read more... )

quite the change from yesterday, but I'm in much better spirits today. today is mine and rigel's one month, and the statement holds true that no one can make me feel as amazing as him. I've never been the type to celebrate monthly anniversaries (I've never had a bf that would, either), but I have to say that I like that he is. It's a very welcome ( Read more... )

how do I convey what I want to say? I can't anymore. I'm inept. I have become such a worry wart, and there's always been traces of it in me, but it's overwhelming now. Every little thing that is out of the norm is a blow to my self exteem because I'm so worried about what people are thinking about me. Did this come from my past relationships where ( Read more... )

k, so I'm just sittin here, doin a bit o hmwk. this is the first time in like 6 years that I've gotten home before 730....whoa. no soccer practice today. whoo hoo! we won our game last night (1-0). and that might not sound like a big deal, but it was against sahuaro, and they're ranked way high in the super 7. and since we beat them, we're back in ( Read more... )

wow, so I always think that I have something interesting to write in here, but when it comes right down to it, I figure that no one wants to hear what I have to say anyways....cuz it's usually about my grades, or soccer, or rigel, or something like that. and otherwise, it's just way too long to write ( Read more... )