annoyingly frustrating.
i dont like september 2008 anymore.

i wish everything would go back to some semblance of normalcy.
but i dont think it will.

its almost over.
thank you jesus.

EDIT:
Believe it or not: September got worse.

i read twilight ( Read more... )

i returned from panama in june ( Read more... )

i cant believe time has gone SO fast. 
i have 54 days left on my dts.
i leave for guatemala on monday, and then on wednesday we drive to mexico. 
then every eight days i am changing countries.

omgoshhhhhh.
cant believe it.

ill be home before i know it.

amazing.
God really did plan for me to be here. at this exact time.
it is really hard, and challenging.
but i feel so at peace. and i just know that i am in the center of God's will for me.
i dont know if anyone else has felt that, but it is a good feeling.

i learned that God has better plans for me, than i have for me.
it is a hard lesson to learn.
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im in panama.
ive been here since thursday night.
i miss doug like crazy.

 so begins my last full day in america ( Read more... )

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at the marina with doug tonight was perfect.
i honestly cant think of anything that could have made tonight better.

thats weird coming from me.

friday
+caitlin night
+watched movies
+went to bed earlyyy
-flippy/seizy had a seizure

saturday
+uncle richie visited and we went to post corner
+movie night with doug jeremy and christina
-went to bed reallllyyyy late- i dont even know how i am still awake

sunday
+great band played at church
-long message
-missed ryans game
+got part of dougs birthday present ( Read more... )