i hate being inconsistent ( Read more... )

im insanely sick.
i started bawling in the middle of my shift yesterday due to the pain and soreness i felt. 
gAHHHHHH i CANT get sick NOW> of all the times to get sick, it HAD to be this week didnt it?!?!?!

im living at usf now ( Read more... )

so i keep spending money. and lots of it.
ive saved about 300 dollars since graduation.

and the rest of the money?
i spent it. no idea where.
two jobs, and lots of hours at both.
probably around 2000 dollars wasted.
if not more.

sometimes i wonder if i have any selfcontrol at all

i am crazy about this one guy and he has no clue.
and he hasnt for two years.
lucky i have multiple personality dysfunction, so i can focus on many things at once.
super lucky! haha

i quit dairy queen?

there she was...sitting across the room
i knew she would be my bride,
and i, her groom.
i dont care that i dont even know her last name.
my youth minister's telling me that ive gone insane

the police call it stalking
but i call it love
God sent me this angel
to camp from up above

im not living in reality
my hormones have taken over me
i cant see ( Read more... )

i skinned my knee rollarblading. and it hurts.
owie.

I have this paralyzing fear that people are innate liars. that no one really likes me ( Read more... )

ok so my brother lost/forgot his shoes.
and i apparently am to blame.
whatev.