alright so i'm not gonna let him ruin my life anymore. i'm done with him.

this semester is going to be different.

i'm not brokenhearted anymore.

Alysia i love you and i can't wait to see you.

umm yea so when i got my haircut in november i didn't really like it that much...
but i let it be...to try and get used to it i guess...but it has really not made me happy lately..
so today i got it cut again... i'm have pictures as soon as possible. it's just a lot shorter in the back.

i miss Alysia Dawn


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what's this?

Caitlin is in love?

how can that be?

because she was in  love all along...

she just couldn't see it...she didn't want to see it.


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ugh. back to school today

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i have to wear my ROTC uniform.

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i hate this crap!

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ok so right now i'm babysitting.

i think i'm gonna tell Matthew that we can't do this whole thing where we are pretty much together but not and that me and him can't be together until we are going to be around eachother a lot.

so i hope a certain someone doesn't break my heart this time around...

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so yea now there is just one boy.
Matthew
he lives pretty far away
but it's ok i mean i figure
i've waited this long
i can wait a little longer.

and Robert? well we are friends
just friends
nothing more
nothing less

i really miss Matthew he means a lot to me....

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so yea there are rumors going around my school about me.
people are so stupid.

yesterday was the first time i smiled in a long time an actual genuine smile not fake at all
it made me feel good to be smiling.

school sucks.

except for photo class...

i like someone...but shh it's a secret.

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i'm so tired.
went to the hampton field meet today for ROTC
they didn't tell me until a couple of minutes before
that i had to run the 1600 so that sucked
i hurt my leg running that.
and i am not the fastest person
i was so slow.
but they told me that i beat some kid that i was running againts from PA
so i guess that's good.
and they also said "MAN ( Read more... )

i hope today is beautiful inside and out.

i really need that.

i hope i get to hang out with the originals today.
hopefully certain people can get ungrounded for about 7 hours
and other people can hurry up and come back from new york
and other people can call in sick at work tonight.
but i know none of this will happen.
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hopefully we will continue in this positive direction of being friends,
because i am sad if i lose you.
we need to hang out sometimes
like the old days...
except it won't be the same. but it will be ok.
everything will turn out and we can be friends.
i hope.

i'm so sleepy.
my 7 year old brother just had a birthday party
there were like 20 kids and 10 ( Read more... )