Friday got in a fight with my mom, left the house and jenn picked me up. Stopped by the mall to see if Tim was there around 7:50, I forgot where I was supposed to meet him, so I left and went to jenn's to watched funny movies with the bia patrol. Slept over at jenn's with aubray, had her lecture forever on how dumb I am for messing up my chance ( Read more... )

today i went to art club and made a ginger bread house with ashley! It was so funny our house fell apart, while everyone else's was great! Why is that whatever I make in art club looks like crap? It's kind of funny...one day i made this side walk chalk drawing. I was working by myself because i'm not really friends with anyone who is in the club, ( Read more... )

Rigth now, I really think I don't want any kind of relationship, so i don't know I think I just want to be friends with people. But if I tell those people I just want to be friends they wont even want that so what should i do? its funny how someone likes you and you have mixed feeligns about them then the second they stop liking you, you feel ( Read more... )

Rigth now, I really think I don't want any kind of relationship, so i don't know I think I just want to be friends with people. But if I tell those people I just want to be friends they wont even want that so what should i do? its funny how someone likes you and you have mixed feeligns about them then the second they stop liking you, you feel ( Read more... )

Rigth now, I really think I don't want any kind of relationship, so i don't know I think I just want to be friends with people. But if I tell those people I just want to be friends they wont even want that so what should i do? its funny how someone likes you and you have mixed feeligns about them then the second they stop liking you, you feel ( Read more... )

I don't understand why I need to go to school. It's not like I'm going to get into a good college with my grades as low as they are, and it's not like I even want to go to college. Even if I did I don't want to work in the field of anything but art so what is the point. Today my teachers gave me hw in all classes and told me that I would be having ( Read more... )

Came to a conclusion. I don't want a relationship. They are so gay, all you do is worry, get jealous, call each other all the time, you feel tied down to that person, and the whole time your miserable. I'd rather just have fun. I already have a lot to deal with anyway, my family is moving to Florida on the 16th of December they decide to make it ( Read more... )

Which would you rather do? Come to my house where no one is home or go somewhere else... oh well. Guess they just don't want me.

buy someone a scarf
give them a kiss on the cheak
and all for what just so they can leave you

so sick of boys. And not being able to decide things. i wish i had a little person that made all decisions for me. I decided today that I'm goign to be a nothing, I'm not going to have any emotions at all, so that way i wont have any of those mushy feelings that make me want to puke! Just all actions, nothing else.