things have been okay lately. i've been stressed out like crazy with gymnastics practice three times a week, meets on the weekends, physical therapy twice a week, work when i can on the weekends, applying at college, my homework, my benny, my friends, and this week, exams. it's been crazy. lots of drama too. and tears. but also lots of laughs, ( Read more... )

five months until we graduate. oh my god. its so soon. college applications are now. second semester is beginning. college is almost real. grades matter more than ever. so do friends ( Read more... )

the things we do are never going to change.

i'm okay with that. eveything should be slowly getting better. resolving. getting back to normal.

happy new year.

( if i was wrong, then i was wrong. and on and on and on and on. )

i had a really good talk with my brother the other night. he made me realize so much. certain things in life can make you or break you, you'll lose something important to you for something stupid, and you'll learn alot about your friends during this time. i like my brother ( Read more... )

it is finally christmas and i have had a really nice weekend. friday was so much fun with mandy, like old times from nineth grade. it was cute. i've been at dans the last two nights as well and that was nice too. i miss that house. beenny is a cute one. maggie and i call eachother to say merry christmas at the same time. sable girl dog looks like a ( Read more... )

i'm not going to do an update like jocelyn about friendship, i'm just gonna say i agree when she says she hates drama. and i've decided i won't deal with it. if you don't like me, please let me know, don't talk abotu me behind my back or hang out with me and pretend to be my friend. i won't do this to you either ( Read more... )

so yesterday was perfect. woke up for work at 5am which was retarded, but i made madddd money with manda and laughed alot. then i came home to take the most amazing nap for 3 hours. after thatt, me, benny, maggie and dickard went and got hot chocolate and drove around for hours looking at christmas lights. we sang along to fun christmas music and ( Read more... )

everything has been amazing. my thanksgiving was wonderful. i love my family. i saw my brother at the living room the other night which was nice because i haven't seen him in a while. ben and i play doctor and i make him hot chocolate and he buys my flowers. WE ARE CUTE. dani is in florida. maggie is applying at dunkin. i love my friends. i'm ( Read more... )

okookok today ruled ( Read more... )

ok, so, the season finale of laguna beach [lbsfcf] made me realize how much i love my friends. and i can't leave them. i'm gonna stay in rhode island. forever.

it's so weird how we are all going to be saying goodbye to people in a few months.

IM CRYING. holyshit. someone stop me.

ps. maggie won tonight. (: