no matter what I say or do....

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I rattle in this house when I'm alone
When did that start to happen?
Like a pin ball, I hit the walls
I make a sound
but if noone's here to hear me
I don't get any of the bonus points

For some reason the levers aren't working
and I keep falling.
3 lives.
Gone.
Game Over.

Insert another coin to continue the game.

My pockets are empty.

a dark day

I don't know

you invited me to tell you
it took so much for me to cross that threshold
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and then you ran away.

I can't help falling in love

with you.

murmurs
hushed tones
am I that horrible?
are you defending that stance?

So I'm paranoid now.

I'm worried.
And I'm not sure how sustainable this is.
I'm really worried.