this weekend was pretty fun to say the least. i didn't really do anything too exciting. friday i skipped the school part and went to the beach with shane and jaimie instead. we didn't stay there for long, left at about 12 to meet shad somewhere...i think after that i took a little nap and then went and got jaimie. went up to the mall to get my ( Read more... )

this is a bitch journal. because the only time i write in it is when i want to bitch. so here goes..lately everythings been great! the monotony of it all kind of sucks but i guess thats how the days are september-june. my pastiness is setting in and its not even october, i'm trying to resist the tanning bed but its hard. i've been working a lot, ( Read more... )

so today was pretty much the usual. went to the orthodontist and then to meghan's for a bit. went home and got ready so i could go to some marketing meeting at school. i hate even stepping into that place. gahh. so i made an appt. to change my schedule so i could take fashion marketing instead of studies in marketing. went home for a bit and then ( Read more... )

silly me. i apologize for the last journal entry i was a little inebriated. although most of it was true i left out a few key details. hahahahaha. towards the end of the night jeremy and robbie grabbed me and jaimie and made us go for a car ride so we could listen to that gay ass song "forever young", it was fun, except jaimie said i was trying to ( Read more... )

so these last few days have been funnnn. i don't know where to start but yesterday, after working until 6, jaimie, jeremy, robbie, craig and i drove down to the beach to see what was up with ecsc. we ended up going to chix cafe with all the folkies. seriously, it was like watching your parents grind, disgusting. ahahaha but it was funny. we just ( Read more... )

ahh long day. woke up at around 12 i guess? packed up my shit and went to the beach. talked to meghan on the phone probably the whole time because dinner plans fell through. finally settled on samurai? i think it was called, i dunno. went home and got ready. molly and jaimie came over and we left to meet the others at the restaurant. i got hit in ( Read more... )

i feel like an idiot because i can never make up my mind on whether i want to keep this shit up or not. but anyway, i am now the big 1-7. thats righttt, it my birthday. granted it is only 2:00 in the morning. the past few days have been finee. i worked yesterday until 12:30 in the morning, folding jeans, and yes the mall DOES close at 9. but it was ( Read more... )

hmm so the past few days have been pretty nice, nothing too exciting, just hanging out i guess. uhh yesterday i was scheduled to work but they're like cutting our hours back and stuff so it ended up that i DIDN'T have to work, which was fine with me, because my day up until that point had pretty much sucked, you know, the alarm clock doesn't go off ( Read more... )

ahh i said i'd update and i haven't in forever. oh well. summers coming to an end, 2 weeks and we're going back to that hell called high school. of course things will be different this time, because its the last time. i'm excited about senior year. "senior year is gnarly" ok i hope no one realizes what thats from, because i'm a dork. anyway, this ( Read more... )

and so i sit here. unsure once again about everything around me. things going through my head. it all confuses me and i shouldn't let it. i just need to go with it. take it for what it is. i have a problem doing that. it seems like i'm always looking forward to something, why is that? i need to just enjoy right now. ahh..i don't update enough, i'm ( Read more... )