I want to scream, until no sound comes out and you've learned your lesson
I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep
So I don't have to make a bad impression

I need to start to be myself
Cause I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now I'm breaking out
I will learn to love againBut I will stand a broken man ( Read more... )

last night was ridiculous.
i can't handle this anymore.
why are all of my friends so far away.
come home, i need you.

why am i always your last call ?
why won't you remember me ?
why am i still like this ?

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me ( Read more... )

i guess cool kids bring guns to school now ?

sweet.

i just got home from fair ( Read more... )

GAHH,

boyfriend.

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gahh.
last night was amazing.

pineapple express is pretty effing hilarious.
i enjoyed it.

and the company was even better.

=]
i finally am starting to remember what it's like to truly feel happy again.

i didn't think i ever could with timmy being gone.
but i think he is sending me all these blessings.

thank you timmy. =]

so basically, here it is.

my life is prettttty chill right now.
and i'm lovin it.

got a job, getting paid a lot to sit on my lap top all day.
it's pretty rad.

my best friend is back.
and i couldn't be happier.

and i met a boy.
=]

we won team penning.
=]

and hannah came.
which completely made it better.

i love my friends.
i really do.

...and you thought light sabers were cool.

two months ago today, a strong, loving, and amazing boy died.
his name is timmy haas and there is not a day that goes by that i don't think about him.

everything i now do that means ANYTHING to me,
i do for him.

i love you tim tim.
always.