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[caitykitola]

i don't know what's worse....the lack of will to get up in the mornings, or the loneliness going to bed at night.

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[agengrgal]

Both. And the lack of wanting to smile is tough, too. I've been there the last few weeks and I assume I'll get there again but, believe it or not, you'll re-surface when you're ready. *hug*

[caitykitola]

yeah...it doesn't feel like i'll ever smile again. it'd be so much easier if i could just be mad...

another bad thing: i'm feeling no joy in doing the choreography gig i've signed up for. i go, wanting the whole time for the 2 hours to be over, and am just snippy and stressed the whole time...and it has nothing to do with the kids. i know they're good kids...i just can't enjoy my time there...

[agengrgal]

yep. but, as hard as it is, it's way better to go and stay involved in your life than sit at home and wallow. there's plenty of time for wallowing. but they joy will return... eventually.