went walking in the middle of park ave. with my eyes closed

it just felt nice not to care for once

 mommy.

were taking my brother to green bay today, and i wont see him until christmas
i cant imagine life without andy in it,
and me always looking forward to a smiling face when i go to the basement
when im having a bad day, or i have a funny story to share
and someone who sticks up for me when im fighting with my mom or dad

no more lake trips
no more pedros ( Read more... )

lately ive been worrying about my weight again,
most of my meals consist of rice cakes and citrus green tea


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im getting pretty fucking sick of this.

going to alterra with mike tomorrow,
and just about all over wisconsin. i have about a trillion pictures i need to post and im sure ill have more after my adventure.
i just dyed my hair, im spending most of the week with carrie
and jessi bby

this is the happiest ive been in weeks

what my life has been for days upon days,
if im not at carries, i go and get wasted. we went to kylee's the other day and i drank beer with smoked with kylee's mom. this is my life, and i understand it pretty pathedic. i come home, and i sleep ,paint, or run. nothing too exciting. i need money, so i can get a car, and drive to grant park everyday. i ( Read more... )

almost done,


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everybody's gotta learn sometime, i need your lovin' like the sunshine

lindsay and i stayed up most of the night talking about just about everything there is in the world. i went through half a pack throughout the whole night, and i have no idea why. we watched the sunrise, and fell asleep shortly after. something just feels different about me now, ( Read more... )

i was debating staying up north for another 4 days  
i dont want to be home
i dont want to be away
i dont want to be in my bed
i dont want to be in my skin

i dont want to be anything