pittsburgh won. i won 50 bucks. im drinking with scott tonight. i hate lying females. my mind will be erased in 3 hours. fuck it.

i live down by da beach boyeeeeeeeeee now. i start my new sous chef job at 5 today at the mundo grill.... its so tight...im gonna be rich. living with tyler and kyle is fun. working back in the kitchen at a busy 5 star restaurant is gonna be fun too.i wish some things could have stayed the same but cant help what people dont want ( Read more... )

im going to st auggie today....

im over it

ill be 21 in 15 days. 8 past that i have options to decide from. i can move in with jon and drew. i can move states. or i can stay here with my mom and continue every ascenine aspect of my life that has been going on for the past month. no progress has happened in my life since i got here. i feel almost like ive just been toyed with.im stuck in ( Read more... )

im so tired of fucking waiting for something substantial...day to day everything seems up in the air. im not as sporatic as i was before. i need plans.i need a path. i want a permanent job, a place to live, and .......blah.

hate

life
mother
everything.

like

beer
cigs
grace
weed

fuck everything

scott got me orgin of symmetry by muse for x-mas....why is that so good? its impossible to find ( Read more... )

i've worn my life on my sleeve for way to long now.im tired of everyone thinking they know everything when they dont....im growing tired of this place again.i feel like anytime i try to spend time with my friends it just turns into a party...im tired of fucking partying....i turn 21 soon. i look like im fucking 30. ive done nothing but waste the ( Read more... )