it's been like ETERNITY since my last LJ update. Which is probably a good thing, but hey, it's a million degrees out and i don't have a bathing suit. So, i was in Italy like a month ago. I don't think i ever LJed about it, and I don't think i ever will. We got the new apartment as of Monday I think. The nasty football players who lived tehre ( Read more... )

I’d like to express my gratitude to the Magneteers. I’ve complained a lot about Magnet, but it took me until right about yesterday to realize how fantastic you guys are. Being at college I sorta felt like I didn’t have too many close friends, and I was scared that I lost touch with you guys. But I had an issue yesterday and you guys really came ( Read more... )

I don’t know what I want to say here. I hate matt. And I love him. And I want to sort shit out but I can’t stand looking at him. And the littlest things remind me of the worst thing thats ever happened in my life and its all his fault. Today someone started talking about throwing up and taking care of people and it reminded me of it... And I ( Read more... )

SO, the month long fight between matt and i is officially over. last night the absolute truth came out. She didnt sleep at teh foot of the bed, and he knew she was gonna sleep there. BUT it was only cuz she was sick and we'd jsut fought for a few hours and he didnt feel like dealing with her so he just said OK. That whole situation is ( Read more... )

In psych today we were talkng about coping and about how writing your problems helps you gain perspective and lowers stress etc. Well I’ve been stressing enough for the past few weeks about all that shit that happened with Matt and his friends when they visited Rutgers. So I’m going to write about it and no one else has to read it because I don’t ( Read more... )

So, i had a lovely weekend. I went to fair Verona to babysit Matt's 16 year old brother (he's exactly like bill, its pretty funny). We played Karaoke (i cant spell) revolution and i wrecked him! which was fantastic because thats like Matt's game, yo. ANd we played mario party that he got on ebay for me, and i suck and i got ticked off when he ( Read more... )

A - Age you got your first kiss:um, end of soph. Year. I was? 16 I think ( Read more... )

i was about ot update about how everything with matt is better. but then there was a slight speedbump because jeff had to tell him jess' side. and i have no idea what she could say to make her not sound insane, but im worried. i just want this whole mess to be over. and for those of you who dont know about the whole mess i guess thatll come in ( Read more... )

I’m heart broken. After a week of suspicion and fighting and me being made to feel like the bad guy Matt finally admitted that while we were together at points he wanted to be dating his friend Jess and that if they had dated he might have fallen in love with her. (For those of you who don’t know, Matt had 3 chick friends come get drunk here last ( Read more... )

DENZEL WASHINGTON TOUCHED ME! i was looking for an excuse to never bathe again, and this my friends is it. be wary. So i went into the city last night to see Julius Caesar with el Denzel. and after, it was sleety and sucky out but like a bazillion people waited for autographs. and so he comes out, and forms a line and signs every single one. ( Read more... )