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[cake_is_yummy21]

Sometimes I hate going to sleep at night. I run everything in my head over again from the past day or week. Its like a movie that never stops. This can be very annoying because its always a "what I should have done and what I should have said" instead of what I did do or say. I feel that most of the time that I need to be more forward with life in

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[irishpecas14]

s.

you should call me and things when you're awake and you want to talk. because i'm always awake. really. always.

my mom thinks there's something wrong with me and wants me to go to a sleep clinic. i think i'm not going to do that. that's weird. i'll just deal.

haha... i also think i'm going to go get diagnosed at school for things so i can be medicated. perhaps then i will sleep? how bad does that sound. i just want some freaking pills that will make it all better.

that does sound really bad. oh well.

LOOK S. i managed to make my comment to you all about me again! wow. i'm talented with that.
talking about myself. that is.

anyway. you shouldn't doubt what you do... but that doesn't mean that it would be easy to stop doing that... it's almost a lifestyle, you know? something you don't really have a choice about and is just naturally how you are...? i don't know. but i love you and i hope it all gets better.

love, e

[cake_is_yummy21]

ha ha, I like when you write about yourself...whats the matter with that? I think I do that to...ha ha

yeah...I need to get different medication. I think I can't sleep is becasue I think about too much. I also finished the perks of being a wallflower...we should chat about that.

ha ha I need to stop being a pushover and tell people how I feel when I feel it, instead of letting everything boil up...

I will call you next time I'm up...it may be tonight...ha ha.

Love, S

[irishpecas14]

ummmmm do you like the perks? iLOVE it.

not to influence your opinion or anything...

did you cry? because i did...

anyway.... yes call me!

(i'm in reh. from 6-8 tonight... so anytime not then ? k. looooooove, e

[cake_is_yummy21]

ha ha I was at the pool for no reason tonight, so I should have called you.

I liked the book, but a I thought a lot of the parts were awkward...but I didn't cry. I couldn't stop reading it though. If I would have had more time, it would have been done sooner....which is crazy cool!

I love you,
S