Deserving

[calabacita_5]

Why do I get like that?  I feel so blah.  And now I've got him all upset with me and worried at the same time.  Dare I say I hate myself?  Ok so that's too harsh.  But I'm upset with myself.  i don't care to say why.  I just am.  If I don't stop with all this blaming myself crap, I'm going to lose him.  It's just hard NOT to blame myself.  If

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[anonymous]

My friend you can't worry! You do deserve him and though the past relationships make you feel different don't believe it! You are a great person Amanda and you do deserve great things! when he tells you something believe it! He means it or he wouldn't tell you that. Stop, and put faith in him and his words, forget about the past. I know it's hard because I've been there and done that but it's true, we all deserve something special, and if you've found it Treasure it! You need to realize that it's his choice to stay at your place late, or let you stay at his place late. If he's late to work it was his choice not yours. You didn't MAKE him stay there. Don't forget we are each in charge of ourselves and we make the choices in our lives. I know this might be crazy but I do understand what you're saying! After all I know you pretty well from all the conversations we had in class, and from personal experience! Cherish it Amanda! Believe him and believe in yourself you do deserve nice things and a good guy! If you need anythign let me know