hi,my internets broke,im on my boyfriends computer,im not invited to anything tonight and my friends suck.
the end.

hmmm.its hard to write anything when your life is so uneventful and stagnant you have to make things up to seem cool.Im listening to a great song on repeat right now.thats as far as I can go with positivity.I really want to feel a sense of community somewhere lately.its not happening.especially If I continue to stare at evryone all the time.they ( Read more... )

Im sitting in my stupid room like I always do.Im drinking by myself and listening to the murder city devils,its dramatic I know.It seemed like the thing to do.I wish I had beer.I hate liqour.my drinks kinda tasty though,coconut rum sprite and pineapple juice.I have work tomorrow,its gonna take me 2 hours to bus there.Im so tired of that job.its ( Read more... )

yeah so what I already wrote in this today.so what if no one will really read it.I called in to work today.I didnt think I could handle it.no thats a lie,I just didnt want to go.Ive been reading random zines all day and laying in bed.Ive read short stories and essays,really personal things written by girls in other states Ill never meet.I like ( Read more... )

I hope to lay in bed until I turn into a puddle and then evaporate.

so my boyfriend cheated on me in florida he hasnt told me and has no plans to.he went out of his way to do it and he dousnt regret it.Im so so hurt.Ive never been so hurt why is is so easy for people to hurt me?I cant talk to him about it either I wish he would tell me so we can talk about it.I understand that people cheat but he obviously dousnt ( Read more... )

well heres to a bored day at home.I wish this city wasnt so lame along with the weather.it will all change eventually though.I had a fun night last night with pari raging over mozzrella sticks and pie.Its great to have someone to relate to.so my new goal as of 2 or 3 am is to learn ALL BY MYSELF how to fix my collection of crippled bicycles Im ( Read more... )

well,I started looking for a job yesterday.Im being picky this time around because I deserve it.Ive had enough crappy jobs.I dont want to wear a uniform anymore.Im hoping to work at ragstock,I think my application is evrything but impressive though.well Ill just have to dazzle them with my wit...or somthin.I think my mom is gonna be stupid about ( Read more... )

I just finished a book about two girls who went traveling and now am even less satisfied with my lifestyle.evrything will change when its not so cold.thats what I tell myself anyway.

so Im finally trying to figure out how this livejournal shit works.even though Ive had an account for months.so far this year has been alright.new years was pretty fun.my boy friend got back into town.my mothers further considering leaving her crappy husband and Ive saved some money for the first time in my life.hooray.Im thinking about buying a ( Read more... )