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finally... my dream is becoming reality.

but on the other hand, knives seem far to inviting lately.. blades are taunting me.

...what the fuck is wrong with me?

shes coming along nicely... here are some random pictures of her.


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music, and the way it strikes certian emotion or memories and etc.. like underoath for example, the album changing of times reminds me of laura around the time of macrock and they're only chasing safety reminds me of marissa but the weird thing about that is my mind is creating memories that arent real.. like, it feels like i've known her for a ( Read more... )

uh oh, i think the time of loneliness and minor depression is coming but im not putting up with that bullshit... okay well maybe the loneliness cause that's inevitable but depression can kiss my ass ( Read more... )

ya know, i've come to the conclusion that God knows what the deal is and doesnt want me doing certian things... i think its time that i start to listen and not do stupid shit or what my closest friends and parents say not to do because most of the time, they totally know better than i do at the time ( Read more... )

new screenname.... realmenapex

mmhmm.

i think being single for so long and random make outs here and there has made me realize one of a few things ( Read more... )

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well so far i've ordered ( Read more... )