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There seems to be young people working at the parks and rec these days because of the opseu strike ( Read more... )

Well spice was wondering why I didn't write in here for a while. Look at the time this was written. I haven't been to sleep yet. I am praying that I will throw up so the pain from the bugs in my stomach and intestines will finally leave me alone. Happy Birthday to me. I hope to God my brother can help me out tomorrow, otherwise A. stays home ( Read more... )

A found My journal this evening. He was duly upset by it all. We chatted for a few hours and I have come to some insights. He is a truly wonderful man. I dont write enough about the good things in My life. That is because it is not cathartic to do so? or is it because I am a depressed individual more often than I care to admit. Now that I ( Read more... )

BTW PARTY ROCKED!!!!! Yay :)

Why is it that I have to swallow My feelings and pretend I am happy with the one person who I should be able to feel anything with? Who I should be able to tell anything too. Whom I should be able to depend upon to understand when he has hurt Me, Not turn it around and somehow make it My fault that I am feeling so negative. I should never ever ( Read more... )

Well the weather is not looking so good so far, but then again, it is a whole day until the birthday party and the weather network says it will be mostly sunny!!!! Pray pray pray. I want this party outside, we planned for it primarily outside, I want it outside! So I wake up at five in the morning and I find it very hard to get back to sleep. ( Read more... )

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I had one hell of a hellish night last night. This thing with David is getting out of hand. But today I go and see the Yoko Ono exhibit. I am looking forward to that, especially because I will have NO kids for a couple hours...:) I dont know if A is going to be coming, cause he looks like he is real sick. We didnt get the best sleep last night ( Read more... )

yucky flu bug, yucky flu bug, I hate you, I hate you, go away now, go away now, yucky flu, yucky flu, sung to the toon of frerachache, ok so I cant spell in french, go figure it out. Damn if I dont still have My amazing, rich, well thought out sense of humor even when I am sick and coughing up really interesting green chunks of well never mind. ( Read more... )