...the silence...

[calfratboi]

...I couldn't look up at him. I couldn't look at his face anymore because I was afraid of what might happen. Every ounce of my body felt tense and defeated, but I had to hold on. I knew I couldn't let him see my emotions, it wouldn't be fair. On the car ride home, there was a deafening silence that was powerful enough that it stirred my innermost

Comments

[paxbonum]

gosh.. take it easy. and yes, its very true.. if you love someone, you have got to let him go, knowing in your heart, that he is doing the same for you too.
*BIG HUGS*

[littleprince]

hugs. things have a way of working out somewhat.
take care!

[natnor]

definitely, LDR is one of the hardest things is life.

yet, many couples i know, comfortably, survived. you aren't alone. and all that isn't about love.

it's about committment. all the best! cheey up dude!

oh dear

[gamscorpio]

I'm sorry to hear about Paul. Geez, for once you are happy and now this! Life does have it's curve balls. Although moving back to your parents at least can solve your living situation and you'll be close to Paul when he's back home in Pasadena. I think you told me but I forget, where is Paul moving to eventually during grad school? It might be a blessing in disguise.