the sky is grey and the light is far ( Read more... )

he turned around on the bus
laugh talk fool around
with jun-hyuk in it too. talk about korean, chinese, classes, singing, blahblahblah random stuff
he's tired
jun-hyuk falls asleep
he turns around drifts in and out but keeps talking. does all his weird funny stuff because he is one dramatic guy.

so, are you a christian by birth?
what? birth?
-__- yes no ( Read more... )

i should clarify that the chance of us moving to beijing is still a BIG maybe. like MAYBE MAYBE maybe maybe... the percentage of chance of moving keeps going through extreme fluctuations. as in 90%! oh 20%! 80%! no, 15%! ok 62.9%! no, 94%! 2%.. you get the picture. so i haven't thought about it for a while. and i am continuing to live as if 100% ( Read more... )

it doesn't matter because... isn't it about you and me anyways? people will think what they think but at some point, which is now, i have to just get over it and do it, speak up, despite what they may think or say. otherwise how can i say that i have given my all to you?

it's hard to believe that we've only had FOUR little shop rehearsals and this is only the SECOND week back at school. it feels like little shop is taking over my life and besides that everything is so busy! wah! can't wait til SHAMUN next friday and then after that i think i'll be a little freer. today i went to pick up my contacts and get a bday ( Read more... )

i'm cracked and dry
on hands and knees
oh sweet grace, rain down on me

i've been pondering, why do we do the things we do? i've been sooo busy these last few days

after rehearsal/MUN today (THEY DEBATED MY RESO! WAH!! i panicked but it was ok once i was actually up there speaking.. haha. maybe even kinda fun? of course i screwed up a bunch of times ( Read more... )

you walk a narrow road ( Read more... )

mmm 11:43 p.m. WAH I'M TIRED!! AND I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW!! but since i'm up might as well stay up a bit longer and get my thoughts out. on a side note HI CHARLOTTE!! i just read your email hehe. and i'll email you back/call you/talk to you day after tomorrow. but right now i'll just write here cuz then everyone who reads this can see it tooo haha.

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our life is a short time in expectation, a time in which sadness and joy kiss each other at every moment. there is a quality of sadness that pervades all the moments of our life. it seems that there is no such thing as a clear-cut pure joy, but that even in the most happy moments of our existence we sense a tinge of sadness. in every satisfaction, ( Read more... )

cause i know that you're alive
you came to fix my broken life
and i'll sing to glorify
your holy name, jesus christ

last night kevin was at my house and we were playing this song on piano and guitar. i'm really glad we're good now.
as for the other guy.... well. won't see him or talk to him til monday because of retreat. just love him as my brother in ( Read more... )