Me at the Moment...

[calicarpa]

What a sick cosmic joke! Why does every woman want to be a mother to a man? There is the part of the man that you want to yell at and hurt back. Then there is the child within that man that you want to protect and raise! It's so fucked up! I can't help but feel a lose and guilt over leaving this child within that broken house. Gross

Comments

[v3g4n]

I love you!

[calicarpa]

love you back....you know that!!! Hey, it's Kim's b'day today isn't it? Are you doing anything or is she doing anything?

[v3g4n]

It isn't her bday. The next familial bday is August 6th (mom). Kim's is September 5th (I think). Dad's is the same as yours, and Gwen is December 9th.

[_so_jealous]

this is such an amazing, insighful post.
you know yourself far better than you give yourself credit.

the vibrator addition though was definatly the cherry on the sunday
♥
im sorry to hear all the cruddy stuff
but you are strong and you will make it through....

[calicarpa]

Thanks Alyssa!

You always send me the best messages! You need to write chicken soup for the soul books are something. You have loads of compassion in that soul of yours.

[calicarpa]

Thanks so much!!! I like the "eh" you added in there! My Canadian lineage thanks you!

[takefour]

Hey,

I don't have your number anymore, otherwise I'd give you a call right now.

Jeff