I wonder how many people still check my journal to see if anything has been updated? lol. But anyways, i got a job. I wokr about 10-12 hour days. 6 days a wk. And i don't get over time. :( Leigh and i also just had our 9 month anniversary. Then we broke up two days later. :-\ lil upset about that one ( Read more... )

I don't do black music, I don't do white music ( Read more... )

I woke up at 8 this morning to help a family in the church move. So i was there from like 8:30 till about 4. I'm going to be sore tomorrow. lol. So i got home, took a shower, called brooke to find out whats going on tonight with her birthday party (i guess you can call it that). And leigh won't be there. :( She is working. :( But i still ( Read more... )

Well erin has left for florida today. I thought they were leaving tomorrow and so did she. But i don't think that i'll be able to go like i had planned on. My mom is having some kind of surgery to get a tumor removed, and my dad is getting a bone marrow biopsy. Possibly more. So not only do we not have the money to send me down there right now ( Read more... )

I wanna wake up each morning ( Read more... )

Man, I only had an ice cream sandwhich to eat yesterday. lol. How sad is that. :-\ OH well. I had enough food today to make up for it. I also get to watch the seniors graduate tomorrow. :) That should be fun. I watched them graduate 2 years ago too. But my g/f wasn't going across so it wasn't important. :) So i get to see her and like ( Read more... )

I ordered win a date with Tad hamilton. It was a pretty good movie. If i was pete or that bar tender, i would've killed myself. lol. I wouldn't of been able to handle that to well. Have the person you love tell you they love someone else. but once i watched it again... I started to realize, i have seen that movie before ( Read more... )

I want to thank those who listened to me last night talk about the things i needed to get straight in my head and that i have just decided to forget about and drop. So thank you. Now onto more brighter, and happier stuff... ok maybe not, but its off this subject ( Read more... )

So my subject has nothing to do with what i'm about to say. lol. Who cares. But i've been informed that i should start writing in paragraphs. Because i guess there are people out there with less of an attention span than i. I told them... " well thats just um... me trying to make everyone feel the way i always feel. Lost". So i will try this ( Read more... )

Man, ok, like friday and thursday my throat was sore... Saturday it wasn't... today i wake up and i can't hardly talk. It doesn't hurt, i just can't talk. Well this morning it wasn't to bad. I sang songs at church, i went on talking. This afternoon at church, was alot worse. I almost like totally lost it. My words were cutting in and out. ( Read more... )