it SUCKS to be left behind.

[calienteslovaxo]

i hate thinking about things and being realistic. i rather be happy now and fall apart later. sweet. ew and i hate how i am never like happy for people like if they have moved on or something. all i think about is myself. whatever, i'm trying.

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[d0wnbythesh0re]

tokar. i know what 99% of that is about (maybe you could tell me the other part in homeroom) and i know exactly what you mean. if it IS the situation i'm thinking of, i'm right there with you & right now i really don't want to face reality and be realistic either. it's tough, but it if it makes you feel any better, ik how you're feeling, so if you ever need someone to come/relate to, i'm your woman. cheer up. just think of "I WANT YOUR BABIES" & it should make you laugh. hahaha i just laughed out loud typing that. wow okay. anyways ily & everything will be A-okay in the end i promise. :)

[anonymous]

cseni::everything you said up there relates to me too. and its hard to deal with. and it all sucks...majorly. but all we can do is try because things will get better, they always do. im here if you need anything :) and remember, we got atlanta to look forward too, thats gotta count for something. iloveyou. -caileen

to my dearest other half....

[delaney_eh]

Its funny how that "nick name" other 1/2 is really turning into something that means excatly that - my other half. Thinking is all that your mind can do right now to cope with the reality of the situation, whether or not you && your heart are willing to except that. I mean, okay heres a f'd up analogy - but its all my brain can think of - besides that boy that im in love with leaving for college...OH WAIT...For petes sake! Will you take a look at that - it seems as though we are in the same situation. Moving on to my...nevermind... it was going to be an anology about a caterpiller turning into a butterfly, but.. i feel like that wouldnt make the situation any better, so i am refraining. Im off, to deal with the same issues you are right now.

Trying to tell myself - - - this is all the time i have left with him, this is all the time we have left togehter, this is the time to rock the fuck on.

Je taime.

[cookiesyum]

my love all the times i have been upset about something or anything i posted im my journal that was upsetting to me u allllways commented and made me feel better it means alot to me and im gonna be there for u 2 love!!

<33 jessie

[anonymous]

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