im doing my best to try and be happy, but that stupid fucking sad feeling just keeps coming back. ugh! im really trying to be happy. But it's not working.

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FINALLY, a cute nice boy asks me out on a date. haha. But he lives in Newport... FAUCK! haha, oh well.

It's a feeling I havent felt in a long time. I am actually feeling this i can't believe this. My heart is empty. Like, there is not like love in there anymore. Like, Love for my friends and stuff... but not love like that. I dont know. This is a feeling I havent felt in a long time and I cant believe it's back ( Read more... )

michelle and i bought our rings for our belly buttons. We are getting it done when michelle gets her next pay check. It's $30 at inkhouse. We are probably going to do it on the 6th of september so that i can spend the night. im really excited about it and i want to get it done sooner, but i have waited 6 years, i think i can wait a little longer.

oh, and just to add somemore bad shit on, i got an acid burn on my wrist. It really sucks and is starting to itch.

I'm just waiting for more shit to happen. Like the news that this burn on my wrist is not going to go away. That would be just PEACHY.


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i think i am just destined to be alone forever.

Whenever my spirits start to raise, something just shoots them back down again.

i need a bit of cheering up.

i'm really getting sick of being alone.

Today was the first day of college. It was a little strange. I feel a little over my head. I think it could just all be new. I know i'll get used to it. I am just a little nervous about taking 2 englishs now.

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dad already took him...

...the house seems so empty